Ok, after much research I have came to the conclusion that all this bad headaches I've been getting is

Migraine!

It's quite cool researching on it. They say that before one reaches the pain phase of migraine, one may see auras which to me is the bright lights! And they say that a few days before having migraine, you might get pain on your neck or something like that. Hope I don't get it again though. It's damn pain.

Ok, anyway school today. Had Business Management presentation.. Glad I'm done with it already. Hmm.. Lecture was unproductive as usual and it's really hard for me to concentrate. Anyway I've just installed Warcraft on my laptop so it's going to be even more distracting for me. Lunched with class. My class ain't that bad after all I feel. If I get to know them better they aren't as bad as I think they are. POA tutorial was quite cool for me. Learnt a fair bit from there thankfully. Went with Mr Andre for my test after that which I might fail.. Really told him my current situation about POA and I'm going to meet him next week for some discussion thing. Nice teacher I suppose. He was from Fairfield too!

Went down for soccer with Jerome after that. Played with the youngsters! It was great just playing soccer again. But I definitely won't be able to play my best cause of my leg injury. Hopefully it heals soon. Went to see the doctor after that regarding my migraine, leg injury and skin problem. LOL!!

Alright, I'm screwed for DSS tomorrow. Haven't done my work yet.. See ya!

No church again.. - 29/6/08

Yeap, didn't go church this week. Went for my family gathering cause my cousin came back from Australia for awhile. And yes, it was an excuse for me. I knew I should have gone church. Anyway, went to Bugis and great catching up with my cousins again. Hopefully the BBQ comes soon and we can all have fun and I can own them at Winning Eleven! Haha. Wah.. Can't wait. (:

Anyway, went to Jerome's house today to study. Ok I got the see bright light and get headache thing again and the headache was super super bad. The pain was killing. It was seriously very pain. In case you all didn't know, this happened to me last year a few times already so I had to go and dilate my eyes and the problem seized for awhile but it came back again today. As soon as the I saw the bright light which partially blocked my vision I knew the headache was coming and as soon as it came I went home and crashed. Literally. It was super pain, I just slept. I even ate a panadol the moment I saw the bright light to try to prevent the headache cause I knew it was coming but looks like it's no use. Guys, pray for me that it won't happen again ok? Thanks a million guys.

Well, someone smsed me at 11.30pm and I woke up cause I heard the vibration and guess what, I didn't manage to sleep till like 3.30am.. so I started brooding on my bed and watched soccer. The first half of the finals. As expected of the almighty Torres! Well..

See you guys soon!

Wahaha - 28/6/08

Well, my furniture came today. My room's looking quite nice I suppose. Shifted alot of stuff around really tiring. Haha. But it's all worth it. My room's really quite nice now. But it's pretty messy cause of my old computer table. I'm waiting for the new computer table to come which hopefully will come soon? Argh ok.. actually my room is in a mess. Anyway was supposed to join Caleb and his friend and Jerome for pool but I could only go quite late so I didn't go.

Jerome called and talked for abit. Yea, that's basically it for today.

28/06/08

Well, so today was my first IAC leson. IAC stands for Individual and the Community. It's actually quite interesting, from what I hear. The first part of the lesson was interesting but the second part was quite boring. Sadly, the maximum number of people in a group is 4 so we couldn't stick with the LMS group so we split up. Yea, now the members in the group that I am in are Robin, Ian and Grace. Nice people I think.

Lunched at SIM with Serene, Mei, DC, Lina and Michelle. Michelle is actually Serene's friend so we sort of just met. Lunch was fun, just slacking. The girls were talking about really gross stuff though. Haha.

Went for LMS after that. We didn't present today thankfully. We gotta present next week though. LMS is quite interesting I have to admit though it tends to be abit boring at times. Well, after LMS went back with Serene again. I think I've been going back together with her for a few Fridays already. Fun talking to her too about each other's life. Well, she was kind today and waited with me for my bus to come before walking home. Very nice of her.

Well after that went to central to get the 10m SCV cable so I can stretch it and change the position of my TV. Yea, then Jarrel came over to learn guitar from the me. Why can't people just go straight to Jerome when they want to learn man.. He's super good! Haha. Did I mention, I'm supposed to play for my cell leader's wedding so I really got to buck up on my skills. Lol. Packed up my room as well. Gotta get ready to shift everything out tomorrow. Hmm..

Going to sleep now!! Cheers! :D

So close.. and still so far.

Today I got back 2 more papers. For Macroeconomics I got 76/100 and for Business Law I got 76/100 too! Really thank God for it cause I studied super last minute. Anyway my class is a sick bunch. Some of them really act like they don't study but do super well. Haha. Anyway with such grades I'm like below average in my class and yea.. That's really pathetic. Gonna study hard from now on! No more slacking. Anyway I've stopped bringing my mouse to school so I can't play Dota. It's sort of a double edged sword since I can't play after school also which could be a good thing so I can go home straight away.

Well, today was quite a long day. From 9am till 4pm. Thankfully I survived especially with not doing every single tutorial homework.. Haha. Kind of a lazy bum right now. Yea now on to the best part of the day. Jerome.. So he came up in the evening.

UMM.. I'm better than him on soccer on the PS3!! Real life soccer, a whole different story. Yea, kind of talking to him about the past brings lot of great memories back. However, I won't get to experience such memories again. Talked about stuff which was quite worth talking about. (To me la I don't know if to him it's junk or what XOXO) Ahh.. you know that song you played on the computer really reminds me of the good old days.

Yea furniture's coming on Saturday. I guess that means no more overseas education. I'm kind of regretting not signing up for it though. It's really a good opportunity. So I go an E-mail from Alex (Not Alexander Benedict Yan) to comfirm if I'm going overseas or not. I really feel like saying yes though! I'm guessing most of you know him but if you haven't he's sort of the middle man. Argh!! So much stuff to clear out. I'll put pictures of my new room once it's ready!

Some people change...

Hahaha

That's the title of the post when I can't think of any name to put. Well, school was kind of slack today. DSS in the morning and I was supposed to go for Business Management lecture but I didn't and I went home. Thank goodness I went home though as I completed some long overdue homework. Watched alot of shows today. Err, firstly How to lose a guy in 10 days. It's a nice show. Then, The Forbidden Kindgom. Great show! It's really cool. Can't wait for the second one to come out. Although the girl part where he met her in the real world again was kind of predictable. Nice show. Third was What Happens in Vegas. Another nice show. Oh man.. I should have saved it for Saturday or something. Ok, I'm seriously into the romance comedy genre of movies now. It's really nice. Oh man.. what's going on!

Hmm.. I realise I only make time for God when I have spare time. For example I pray when I'm on the bus waiting for the journey to complete and when I don't have to go school, I may not pray at all. It's really bad of me to do that as in to not put God first in my life and I really want to change that but it's hard to. I really take God for granted. In a way it's like cause I know he'll always forgive me so I just sin and sin.. and say sorry after that. I should really repent.

Hairline Fracture.. Maybe?

Didn't go to school today. So today my shin was quite painful. So I didn't go to school and decided to check up on it with the doctor since it's been like 2 weeks. Hmm.. Went to the doctors and I was told to go for an X-Ray at Orchard. So I went to Orchard and did an X-Ray there. Still can't figure how those things work but they're really cool. Then went back to the doctors with the X-Ray. Nothing looked wrong from that X-Ray. Thankfully. But I can't exercise or anything for a week. The thing is, it might be some stress fracture thing which doesn't show on the X-Ray. Ahh!! I seriously hope it's not. Right now I'm hoping it's just some bruising that will go away soon but it really doesn't seem so. This means no soccer for 1 Week!! Oh man.. That's bad. It still hurts sometimes. Ahh.. guess how much I got for POA. 52/100! Expected it for POA already since I don't really understand anything. But yea thankfully I passed. Really by God's grace. Expected me to fail quite badly.

Pray for me please? Really feeling abit worried about it.. Haha. That's so unlike me to you right? I think you guys think I don't worry much? but every day there's just so much running through my mind.

OUCH!

Well, it's back to school for me today. Loads of stuff to clear up. Thank God lessons weren't taxing today. Had business management which was pretty slacky followed by POA lecture. Didn't even on my laptop during lecture! However, that doesn't mean I listened the entire way through. Haha. It's really hard for me to just fully pay attention during lecture. And I just have so much to catch up on!

Lunched with Alex, Leroy and some other guy. Ate at the Atrium. The stupid black pepper noodles made me perspire like CRAP man!! Never going to eat it again. Didn't go for LMS project.. Didn't really feel like it. But I stopped at Dover and I nearly went back to school since I crossed the road and waited for 74 but since it took quite awhile to come I just went straight home. Felt really bad. There's this person in my group called Serene. She called to look for the group but I went home first and said something cropped up at home. Then after that I smsed all the group people that I wasn't able to make it. Then she said that I sounded sad just now on the phone and told me to cheer up. Oh my goodness I felt super super bad man.. I'm never going to do such a thing today.

Oh man, God bless me with discipline please? I seriously need it! Went down to play soccer with Jerome and Eugene. It was very fun playing with them. And I found a depression near my shin area. I'm guessing it came from one of the previous soccer competitions where I got kicked real bad. As in you can see that there's a depression there if you look closely. OUCH! And it's really very painful. Pray for me yea?

Yea.. My walk with God hasn't exactly been good. I mean God is not the number 1 priority in my life and that's bad! I really have to get my priorities right! Well, my cell leader is getting married soon and so the cell group planned a performance and I'll most probably be playing the guitar. Gotta start practicing again. The last time I seriously practiced on the guitar was like last year..

Just watched 50 first dates! It's a really nice show. HAHA! I don't know why but I'm into the romance genre now. See ya!

Church-less Sunday

Hmm.. Didn't go church today or yesterday as it is known today. Wanted to go but there was this part of me that just stayed at home man.. The devil is one bugger bugging me. I'm going to go next week!! I promise myself that.

Finished DSS at last!! STILL GOT SO MUCH MORE TO DO! My discipline level is seriously very lousy for now. Hmm.. What shall I do.

So this post is 1 day late cause I turned in early yesterday to try to catch the match. I woke up on time for the match but I went to the toilet and decided to sleep. Last night's sleep was quite unpleasant. I woke up so many times. Shall post later about today.

The past

Quoted from Saturday, April 30th, 2005

"today nia, got math & his test.. i am so fucking screwed up la.. i dun even know how 2 do a single question for maths.. fail le.. for his sia.. wun fail loh.. but do damn freakin badly?? from now on, i gonna bring food to school so i can save up ASAP.. haiz.. see every1 buying food la.. so tempting.. haiz.. anw, tomorrow got tuition?? nv to his work?? wtf.. gonna get screwd insinde out.. why do i love u, dont even want to.. haiz.. everytime i see you, i go all fuzzy.. a funny sensation just appears.. haiz.. the more i see u, the more i love u.. wad to do?? haiz.."

WHAT ON EARTH WAS I THINKING BACK THEN!! HAHAHAHA

It has really occurred to me how much I have change since back then. Man last time I was like **** here **** there. Now I still do at times but.. Glad to see although my messing has been taken up a notch others areas of my life has improved. And please messing isn't really that bad! The last time when I really overdid it was quite awhile back already as far as I can remember.

Failed at yet another soccer competition!

All right so basically today woke up super early and my mum fetched me to Orchard for my check up. Ok, in case you all don't know the doctor I visited is a skin specialist. I've been going there for a few years now. XOXO Basically I went there when I started having pimples since they'll put you on anti-biotic and some special cream. Yea. But today's visit is special since there's a new problem. My neck now has a fair spot after intense scratching. It's kind of weird looking and it's like in a shape of a diamond. Well, turns out that there was a rash there and after my scratching it has to heal or something like that so it becomes like that. Hope it doesn't stay like that though. Bussed home after that.

Went for Winning Eleven competition. To be honest I was very confident I could win this thing cause I saw the people play and they were really not that good. But I lost in the semi-finals! To an under dog. Worst part was I could win him in the group stage! Haha. He had like 10 shots and 6 on target and I had 25 shots and 15 on target.. In the end the score was 3-2.... My possession was also higher than his at like 56%!! Unlucky. That guy won the entire thing in the end and the other finalist also went through the same thing as me, dominating the match but losing the game. Haha. Was feeling disappointed initially but well you've gotta move on after each fall. Anyway this fall isn't that bad so it isn't that hard a fall.

After that slacked at home. Went down at 8 plus to join Jerome, Caleb and Jerome's cousin Joel for soccer. Just played around initially. Jerome's other cousin was there too. You know, Samantha? Yeap. Anyway, Mervin and Henry came too so it was quite fun. Played 3 v 3 and although it might sound unfun to you, it was really quite fun for me. Jerome, your cousin seriously got skill................ just like YOU! XOXO

Anyway just showered and blogging now. Ahh.. Mountain Dew tastes so so so nice after a game of soccer! Church tomorrow! Hope I'll learn from the sermon. School's starting soon too man!! Damn it. Haven't even started on some work yet. LOL!

God bless!! :)

Kung Fu ALEX!!

Honoured right Alex? My title is named after you. Just joking ok.

Anyway today went to Orchard with Alden, Alex, Joel and Sheng Wei. Watched Kung Fu Panda!! GOOD SHOW! It's super super funny. The funniest I've watched since Blades of Glory. Oh yea, had lunch at that place. You know the one where got alot of food for you to choose from. I ate Long John Silvers. Oh and ALDEN SPILLED THE COKE/DRINK! and selfishly walked away without clearing it up.

All of them decided to go to Anfield so they came to my house first. Err.. Saw someone there. What's her name? Oh man, I can't remember. Err... Hold on ah I'm thinking................. OH YA! Sophia Lim. The first thing people see me when they haven't seen me since post 'O' Level collection era talk about my hair. To girls my reply would be it's shorter than yours and to guys I say.. I don't know what I say.

Anyway Anfield today was good. Found more faults in me in soccer. And I was irritated by the super small Korean boy. There's nothing I can do to him! and he keeps running around like some psycho. Cabbed home. Super tired.

Tomorrow's my Winning Eleven competition. Hopefully I can win it! Gotta wake up early too for doctor's appointment at Orchard too. HAIZZZ..

I can't see Alden loving nobody but Zara for all his life! ZARA FTW!!

Honeydew Milk Tea

Oh yea I know my posts are like 1 day late, Sorry? Haha. Anyway yesterday went to Queensway with Jerome to look around. I tried the honeydew milk tea. It's 100000000000000 times nicer that the one at school. The one at school is brown in colour while the one at Queensway is green. It's really quite nice. Jerome, I remember you said what I take your favourite drink? So I'm going to make a public apology here. SORRY SIR! Can't wait for the vapour to wear out! Wanna get new shoes. I think vapour doesn't really suit me as in the looks of it.

Anfield after that was ok I suppose? Can't really remember what happened.

Yesterday.

Err so I had this Winning Eleven competition in the morning. Won all the matches so I qualified for the next round. There's this like group system where 4 out of the 6 teams in the group qualify. Lol!! I won every single match. HAHAHA. It was at Games Lab there so it's really cool since we played on the big projector. The competition started at like 9am so I had to wake up super super early!! Haha!! Anyway I had a fun time just playing Winning Eleven. I'm quite sure alot of people underestimated me so it's really good just winning them.

Anyway after that I went to school to do project with Bahari and Matthew. Did quite alot for our Business Management project. It was raining super super heavily so it sucked just going to school. Didn't even feel like leaving the home! Just wanted to waste on the bed. Hmm.. Thank goodness my grandmother had the small umbrella for me to use.

After that went to play pool with Jerome. Want to guess the result? Thankfully Caleb went through the same thing yesterday. I think?? Read on his blog that he was owned or something like that. But pool with Jerome was fun. Was great just talking and playing pool at the same time just talking about life and yea, basically everything about life. Went to Botak Jones for dinner after that. The food that is the killer. Just that the fish and chips mayonnaise makes me feel like vomiting if I eat too much of it. Yea that's all?

My walk with God is extremely shaky man... Gotta work on it!

Jerome's rich!

Well, firstly Jerome and I went to school to collect the 'O' Level stuff and such. Really great being back there. Reminds me of the good old days. After that went to Great World City to catch the hulk. The show was quite nice. The ending really makes me look forward to the Avengers movie which comes out in 2011!! That's like in 3 years time.. The action in the hulk was quite good just that it isn't as cool as in Iron Man so don't expect it to blow your mind.

Oh yea, did I mention Jerome spent money like nothing today. He spent 30 bucks on arcade and was quite close to winning a DS Lite or a PSP. If I had the cash today, I would have played that much as well as it was really quite addictive. That game was seriously super addictive. You know the pressing game then if you win you get a PSP/DS. Lol. It's more fun than those racing games also man!

Lunch at pepper lunch then went down to play soccer. Played with the small boys and Henry. Err.. Haven't been doing my quiet time of late.. Sian..

Haha

Anyway yesterday went to Wisma to get my phone repaired AT LAST. After a month of procrastination I finally got it done. Gotta collect it back on Wednesday though. Gotta pay $220 for it too! Ahh damn! Not going to spoil my phone again! Basically thats all that happened yesterday.

Never going to another soccer competition till I can juggle more than XX times.

So the day started with soccer competition which we inevitably knocked out. We lost the first match and the second match so many own goals were scored. Argh.. Lost yesterday's and today's competition. Well, at least gained some experience. Well anyway, Demetrius should have been the permanent keeper though.

Anyway went home after that and went to shop for some furniture at the furniture mall. Well, I got a queen size bed at last! It came in like a whole set? So it came with a 4-door wardrobe, 2 night tables, 1 queen size bed and 1 dressing table. It's coming in about 2 weeks time. Can't wait!

Anyway after that my mum and I went for some buffet at some hotel. Met Andre there by coincidence . Glad to see he's doing well. Not spiritually well though. Lol.

Good performance, poor results!

Basically today had my first soccer competition which my church organised. I got lost in RED HILL! Can you believe it? Ok, not really lost. I was making my way to the Community Centre and like I took 10 minutes more than usual cause I totally forgot the way. Made it there in the end. As the title states. I feel that I played quite well today although I made 1 blunder which caused a goal.. Firstly let's talk about the team which I was in. The goal keeper was great and he stopped many shots well. There is this striker named Glen. He sounds like some pro but in actuality he isn't really that good and all he is good at is ramming which is an admirable quality don't get me wrong. (Manzzz I wish I could ram like that) He is seriously one cocky fellow. Before the competition started he was like going on about how he's going to ole people later and all those stuff but other than 1 goal which was quite HARD he is too solo. Worst of all is that he lacks the freaking skill to solo and keeps losing the ball. Then there's another striker. He's name is Shareef. (If that's how you spell it) He's in his school's team and in the Singapore U-15 squad. Skilled but again when people are skilled they tend to solo alot. Besides the minor soloing he scored quite a few crucial goals and he's really good. Ok, there were these 2 small Indian boys (And I say that with much respect) who were playing around and kicked the ball at my face. They didn't really play much though so I can't really talk about them. Oh yea, there was this defender also. Not really sure what he's name is but he defended really well. He's really short too but he defended really well. Oh yea, my team manager happened to be my ex-cell group leader, Elkan. He say I remind him of Hargreaves which I guess it's true like some of you say as well. Basically today I had no fixed position but I played more defensively. I played how I usually play I suppose. Like I'll defend then I'll join back up in attack then come back to defend. Thank God for my stamina too! Our team made it to the semi-finals before we got knocked out. Did I mention? Jo's team was there too. Shawn Wai and some of my other neighbours were there too. Cool eii! We were knocked out by them too. Sadly Shawn Wai played as a substitute for most of his matches so he couldn't really play much. We lost 2 freaking 0 but we held out well at first but I guess the team wasn't really good and it's really by God's grace that we made it to the semi-finals. But honestly, the people there weren't that good below what I expected but still had fun anyway. Oh yea, I'm injured now! Sorry Alden, the prophecy has come true. My shin is bruised quite badly as in I can feel the pain when I walk at first but now it's better. Pray for me that it'll heal by tomorrow?

Anyway, went home after that and Jerome followed me to Queensway to get my ball which some guy punctured during the chalet. Not really sure who was it but hey it could have been me! Thanks Jerome for following me today! XOXO

Going to go for some father's day dinner now!! See ya!!

What the world has become?

Today was quite a slacky day for me. Anyway went to Plaza Sing for project work. Ok, Mei finally showed us where and what Spotlight is. Apparently it's some DIY shop which sells some party stuff. Went to McDonalds to do the powerpoint slide. Man.. I'm hating McDonalds this few days. Tons of fast food over the past few days cause of chalet. Anyway I was surprised by DC's remarks of maybe NP wasn't his right choice which he made today. Talked to him about it and it's like at first we were darn sure Business Studies was the right choice but right now, not so sure.

Anyway went home and went downstairs to play soccer by myself shortly thereafter the small boys came and I couldn't practice anymore. Super sian. With regards to my blog title. I saw this primary 5 boy who pierced his ear. PRIMARY 5 man!! The piercing was as big as a straw size. You know those McDonald's straw? And so I asked him did your parents allow you to do that and he said yes. Shocker! What is this world becoming. I realised that as time passes on more and more young people learn about sex through friends and stuff. At my time I think I learnt it at Primary 5? But now it's whole new story. I can really see this world is becoming more and more messed up. It's like the end times are nearing sooner than I expected.

Hah. Anyway, I'll have my first soccer competition tomorrow. Hopefully I'll be able to gain some insight for the next competition which is on Sunday. And yes, hopefully I don't get injured tomorrow. Oh, Wai Mun (don't want to call him Uncle Wai Mun) came to borrow my Winning Eleven for games lab so I can't play!! Ahh!!

I really hope God instills in my heart passion for others. That's something I'm really lacking in. I also need to be more devoted in Christ, definitely. Here's a confession. I don't really like some people and yes I keep it inside me and I don't tell anybody about this. When I think about it sometimes I really feel pissed off at that person but the amazing thing is yesterday when I felt pissed about that person, I thought about God immediately and I felt really peaceful after that like I've accepted that person. Amazing what God can do.

This post is about yesterday

Really tired yesterday so didn't post. Yea, basically yesterday was soccer at Anfield. More people than I expected came which was great. Really played like crap yesterday but that's beside the point.

I've made so many choices in life that I ain't sure is correct. Like coming to NP for example. It's something that my mind wants but is it what my heart wants? I'm not really sure actually. Right now, I can't think of a future for myself. Maybe going overseas would have been a better option but I didn't send out the application form and it's too late cause I'm not 100% sure. Is NP really the right place for me? I mean I could have choses to go JC which could have been better.

Pictures of Chalet!

alden sleeping with joel. the next day joel said his ass hurts. LOL! kidding!!



Isn't that leroy on the same bed as qilin?? ooo..




guitar hero noobs la..



oh man you should have seen the picture of alden staring at myra's bikini picture but he deleted it.



good night leroy



heng guang



leroy, hueng guang and i



sophia... LU not *AHEM*



twist twist



fat lip



alden's bringing sexy back



twist



joel at his best! XOXO

That's how weak I am.

Just woke up from an afternoon nap. I was supposed to go for cell group meeting but I'm felt quite tired and abit sick cause of all the recent late nights and all the craziness for the past few days. Looks like I'm not going for cell group. I know if I had wanted to go I definitely would have gone. That's just how weak I am.. and I really feel disturbed about that. I'm definitely not that rooted into Christ just yet. It was just so easy for me to say NO to going for cell group. Hmm.. worst of all, I haven't been doing quiet time for the past few nights not to mention praying to God? I only prayed once during the chalet night. Argh.. my fire for God right now is just like a candle in a wind. (Remember that song?) The song is supposedly about how fragile life is and how the candle which represents our life can be blown off just like that. That's what my walk with God is right now. I feel it goes something like this. God and us hold a candle each and God would do anything to keep the candle with him alight but it's really all up to us to keep our candle lighted up. Come to think of it, I'm not that sick.

I'm not acting like my earlier resolution of making life count. If that were a date with someone I liked, I definitely would have jumped out of bed right away. Is this how weak my relationship with God is? If so which I sincerely believe so, then I really have much to do about it.

Anyway since I just woke up for the nap I could remember majority of the dream I was having. It was about ALEX. We were in Fairfield Secondary and sitting at the back stair case near my old Secondary 4 locker. We were sitting on the stair case which was going to the roof and guess what we were doing. We were playing Counter-Strike. (I'm not too sure if it's real life CS or computer CS but I think it was the real life one). LOL. We were camping up there and talking about life I think. The worst part is after that we went for a FCBC church service together which appears to be on a Wednesday which is today. So the dream is like about today. The service ended early and I had this exact same cell group meeting which I was supposed to have and my cell leader told me to go to Eunos MRT at 4.45pm since we ended early. I ended up playing soccer at Anfield I think instead of going for the cell group.. And I think the sermon was about relationships. I think one of the few points was "Is God the centre of the relationship?" and "Are you really letting God take control of that relationship?" I'm not too sure if the points I dreamt about was that but it really speaks to me about what I'm going through now.

Back to the present. Later there is this prayer meeting at 7.30pm. Should I go? or should I not? I know it should be the first one but we'll see yea.

Chalet!

Well, chalet wasn't as bad as expected though it could have been more fun. Well, basically the chalet was slack slack and more slack. The first day had an impromptu barbecue which was really quite impromptu because Sophia brought food and charcoal over. Anyway, I always feel sick during chalets and I have no idea why. Thankfully felt much better in the end. Well, ended up watching the Holland v Italy match at McDonald's. Holland won 3-0! Too bad Van Persie is really not as good as before all else it would be much nicer supporting Holland. Well, went back to the chalet to sleep after that. Slept on a sleeping bag and it's really quite comfortable.

The second day was basically waking up late and playing pool. Didn't lose a single match in pool today out of 5 or 6 I think. Something feels wrong with my eye like I'm cock eye or something. Anyway had lunch at Pasta Mania before that. The chalet seriously burnt a hole in my wallet. Spent quite alot there. Decided to come home early from chalet. The worst part is Alden, Leroy, Joel and Heng Guang left also! They're at my house right now sleeping waiting for the Spain v Russia match to start while I'm just slacking on my bed. Lol. Oh yea, before that went down to play soccer with them and Jerome and got Leroy filmed this for me and it's called Bend it like Lincoln. Lol! Enjoy.



*EDIT*
It's not really a curl more of a dipping kind of thing.

I'll post some chalet photos later on too!

Chalet...

Going off for chalet soon. Haven't even pack my stuff yet and it's already 2.35pm! Gotta leave in around an hour plus time. Don't really feel that enthusiastic about going for it though. Honestly I don't even feel like going at all now. Ahh heck. Gonna stay there for 2 days and 1 night only anyway. See ya!

Morning Reflections??

Really quite disappointed in myself. For the past two days I haven't been doing quiet time and the reason is pretty dumb. I will lie down on my bed to just close my eyes then I'll fall asleep. So in the end, I don't do quiet time. What more in the chalet, I most probably won't do it as well there. That's why I sort of don't feel like going although my knee is really hurt quite badly.

"Stopping excessive exercise suddenly can also create a change in mood. Feelings of depression and agitation can occur when withdrawal from the natural endorphins produced by exercise occurs." Anyway I saw this article and it's actually quite true.

Knock Knock, Who's There?

That's the title of today's sermon.

Ok, actually today I didn't feel like going to church today but in the end I went so thank God. I sort of had to drag myself out of the house.

Service was basically about being a "Surprise Ambassador" for Christ. There are basically 3 steps to becoming an ambassador of Christ.

1. By being there
2. By speaking to Jesus
3. By leading people

Worshiping God really feels quite foreign to me now. It's like I don't enjoy singing and dancing as much as before. I really have to step into church and have this preparedness to worship. But thankfully I still give my tithing though I haven't been giving for the past few months.

Anyway after church met Jerome at Tiong Baruh Plaza which has changed alot from last time to go to Commonwealth. By the time we reached which was at 6pm, no one was there. Most were at Anfield. Had dinner at Koufu and left shortly after that after Alden and the rest came. Didn't really want to go because of... (Go figure!)

Anyway I hurt my knee today. It's really pain. My knee hit against the wall and when I move it I can feel the pain.

Oh my gosh.. Prince Caspian died?

Well, today's been a pretty slacky day. Don't really have to worry this few days. Studies have been out of my mind of late which is good and bad. Played alot of stuff today but if you want to put it in a worse way, I wasted today.

Anyway in the evening went to watch Prince Caspian with Jerome. My gosh.. Tiong Baruh is so crowded now. Even the queue for the popcorn is so so long! Worst part is the guy gave me much lesser popcorn as in it's not filled to the brim and it has alot of excess space for more popcorn to be filled. But well, I didn't even finish it so I guess it's better that way so I don't waste food. The movie was very good and no Prince Caspian did not die. XOXO And I want to thank Jerome Chua for reminding me of her AGAIN. After watching I agree with what Alden said about the plot being better in the first movie but the action being better in the sequel. Alden if you seriously want to go to Narnia, find me. The movie was pretty long. Like around 2 hours plus. Oh and this 2 woman who sat in the same row as me laughed at me cause I totally lost my way trying to find the seat after going toilet halfway through. Too bad didn't get to play soccer downstairs today.

The show really has alot of hidden meanings which is kind of cool since I guess most Christians will be able to see them and be reminded that there is a God up there watching over us. Don't know why but I'm not say excited about going church tomorrow but neither am I dreading it. I seriously want to rekindle my fire for God so pray for me yea?

Anyway it's been a really long time since I went out with Jerome the last being a few months back? Hah. Ok anyway this is the longest time that I've ever liked a girl. Umm it's been approximately around 2 years plus. I know I know, nothing compared to Alex but yea. Haha.

I want to look back at my life and say I've been there for my friends and my family so I shall TRY to be a better person. Lol. I know I've not been really perfect with the messing, the daoing for no reason (SORRY ALDEN), the negative influence I produce and much much more. Yeap, it's not going to be easy to change but I'll try.

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Today was quite a long day.

Went to swim at Clementi Swimming Complex just now with Alden, Alex, Jerome and Leroy. Ok, not really swim but play? Haha. We talked more than we swam but it was fun. Lunch at some cheap Japanese restaurant. Ate quite alot. After that went home.

Cell group in the evening after that. Had games lab session first. Played Winning Eleven and CS there. Was fun. After that had cell group session. Wasn't really my cell group but a mix of people? Yea, couldn't really feel the presence of God in a way I suppose but I know that the more I go for church or even church activities, the more I'll be able to feel God. So yeap. Oh and I just started watching The O.C. again. Good show.

It's super late now like 2am so I'm going to sleep soon.

Good Day

I should start putting a title for each post to make it look cooler.

Morning was Business Law test which I'm happy to say was much easier than anticipated. Could really feel God blessing me as I was doing it. So yeah, all in all the test was pretty easy. Oh yea. For the past few days my dad's been fetching me to school and really caught up with him alot. I really hope that he changes for the better. Well for starters I pray for him almost every night.

Anyway after test went to meet the LMS group for some project thing. Had lunch before that at Canteen 1 with some of them. Got some photos of the meeting.

Ok.. I don't really know how to organise the photographs but I just realised my hair really looks THAT emo. I always thought it wasn't that emo. Anyway, thats Ding Chun, Lina, Mei and Serene. Ding Chun is like I don't know how to explain. Lina is like the backbone of the group. She really helps us alot. Mei is the girl who always asks me to wear her skirt for some skit thing and Serene is the female version of a Pai Kia! Haha. Anyway, we went with Serene to go get her contacts before she left for the US and bussed back together since she stays somewhere on my way home. Chatted quite abit and really got to know her more. She's a really nice person.

Anyway went to Anfield after that. New people came. It was quite fun today. I scored this free kick. Ok, not really free kick but you know when the match starts you can try to shoot the ball in. So I tried to shoot. Did the curling kind of shot and it went in. It was super nice to me. LOL. I can still remember what it was like. Azan thought I was going to ram so he ran and jumped in a path but after he jumped I shot the ball and Mok totally moved away from the ball. This time round I could see the curl myself which meant that it curled more than usual when I practice cause when I practice I can't see the curl but I know it curls. Ok I think the curl caused Mok to move away. And I think I realised my position already. I realised my dribbling has deproved from last time. However, my passing and shooting have improved quite alot from last time. (From my point of view, I know some may not think those areas have improved but I feel that) So for now I think centre midfield, attacking midfield and support striker would suit me. I can still play on the wings which is what I enjoy but I don't play effectively there anymore. Oh anyway, that match ended in less than 30 seconds I think. Cause after that Yong Soo almost immediately scored and we won. LOL. The worse part was that the opposing team was supposed to start but Yong Soo ask if we can start then they allowed. So I took that shot. HAHAHAHAHA!

Oops, haven't done quiet time yet but I'll do it for sure later! See you guys soon!

Hmm.. Yesterday was slack for me. Nothing much to blog about.

Today was basically the Anfield BBQ which was great though I only went for awhile. Soccer was fun as usual. Yea, I'm going to be on a hiatus for awhile I think. Don't think I can commit so much time to blogging anymore. (I know it doesn't take long but with that time I can do quiet time) So I guess I'll only blog after I do quiet time which I have not done today but will do as soon as I finish with this.

Argh, Business Law test tomorrow which is seriously the worst part of the week. It's abit like History & Social Studies where you have to remember loads of facts and there is this format for you to asnwer the questions. Studied around only 60% of what I'm supposed to and the test is tomorrow. God bless me. Hahaha.

Didn't post yesterday.

Basically yesterday was Macroeconomics test which was pretty easy I guess. It was easy but there were a lot of tricks and I think I fell for one of them. Lol. After the test went down and played with Jerome soccer downstairs then headed over to Anfield. Err.. Nothing much to post about that but went for dinner with Daniel and Yong Soo after that at Jumbo.

I've been reading daily bread everyday recently but I haven't really been praying for the past two days. Yea, hopefully I'll start again soon.

Well, woke up late again so no soccer for me today. But next week I'm definitely going to wake up early. Went church today. The message is entitled "Starting Points".

1. There is an eternal God who created us.
2. Jesus Christ is the Eternal God.
3. God has revealed His truth and grace to us.

Those are the three main points of today's service. Ok so basically today's service is about making reference points in our lives and you have to recognise this 3 points as truth. From this week on, I'm going to post about Church every week. That's if I go la, which I most probably would. Yea and I went to Church today! Thank God! I intend to continue going too. Not surprisingly, most people didn't recognise me instantly since now I have emo hair. (So they say) Was great being back there and the sermon really spoke to me.

Anyway, my dad's birthday today so had dinner at some fancy restaurant which is super nice to eat. So full..

I think I'm going to screw up tomorrow's macroeconomics test? Haha. It's like I'm not very prepared.