All those nights

Yea, I've been studying more of late so thank God for that. I know it's not the best I can do though, there's so much more I can do so I'll stop blogging here and start studying now!

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My room is in a total mess as of now! There's like papers and stuff everywhere. I have to clear them up asap. Well, exams are coming in a matter of days and I'm only prepared for like half of them which brings me to something called literature. There's a reason why I didn't take literature in secondary school but now it's a compulsory subject so I'm stuck with it! Literature is just so complicated. You have to think in so deeply, explore every possibility. It's so exhausting!

Did I mention that my hard drive has crashed? It like makes this weird noise when I plug it in. I've given up trying to fix it. Hopefully it'll fix itself like it did the last time. Wow, I'm going back to Singapore so so soon. I'm really starting to look forward to it. It's gonna be so nice returning to familiar territory, back to family, friends and good food. Hah, when I'm back in Singapore I'm gonna switch to start using mac! It's quite cool. Oh and now my mac is full of pictures of ppl camwhoring. Maybe I'll upload some next time. Haha.

When I look back 1 year ago I go like wow, so much has changed..

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Hey! It's always nice to go to church. It's like even though I may not absorb 100% of what is taught I always manage to leave feeling nice. God is really so amazing. How can someone hold so much grace? I mean it's not easy to forgive but God forgives everything. Amazing huh.

Oh well, you know there has been this strange rashes on my neck and it's very very irritating. God please take it away?!?!?! PLEASE?? :):):)

There's so much I have to commit to God but I just don't. I know it's bad but God isn't like the number 1 priority in my life? Like when something happens the first thing that would come to my mind is how to solve it, not to commit it to God. Bad bad bad. Another thing about me is that I'm so ungrateful towards God. I take him for granted so so much. When He solves my problems I go hallelujah and after that in my heart I go whatever. The best/worst part is that His love for us will never change. Amazing!

I enjoy being in a small church. It's like everyone knows each other and you can feel that everyone is tightly knit together. Of course being in a big church is good too but oh well, just my personal preference.

HAHAHAHA, to Alden, Alex, Grace & JC!!! CELIBACY FTW!!!!!!! :D:D

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Hey! Pray for me? Yea pray for my studies k? I seriously need all the prayer I can get.

Anyway church was pretty good today. Yeap, that's all for now.

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Ahhh, Math 1 seriously sucks! I have so much to catch up with. This really sucks, I'm like gonna pay attention in all lectures from now on. Most of the time it's not that I don't wanna listen in lecture but it's just that I keep falling asleep. I guess you could relate that to a lack of discipline. Oh well, I'm pretty lost in Math 1. There's Chemistry lecture later and it the Chemistry lectures seriously suck. It's like you can't help but fall asleep. Even mints can't keep you awake there.

Well, at least there's OCF to look forward to later. OCF is like this weekly church bible study thing. That's one thing to look forward to. Which reminds me, I've yet to prepare for bible study later. Haha, it's always nice to know that Grace is undeserved. I mean it's times when life is like crap where you see yourself for who you are really are.

Back to studies, I really have to start working hard. I'm not good at humanities and here I am taking so many of them. I have History of Ideas, English which consists of literature and some other crap. There's drama also! OH SHUCKSS, I screwed up my mime yesterday. I only got 7.5/10 and everyone else got like 8+, some even 9. Luckily it's not graded this time. Next time I'll prepare harder.

You know, I've sort of forgotten what it's like to be in Singapore already. I've grown so accustomed to the life over here. Can't wait to go back to Singapore though!

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Ok I know I haven't really been updating much these past few days. Life's been pretty busy, I can never find the time to blog. There hasn't been much inspiration to blog either, I mean I used to be able to blog about my day but it's like routine now and I can't blog about it everyday right? Yea, it's not a bad routine. I'm actually enjoying myself here. I've been slacking off abit too much recently though. Haven't really been on my books. Ironically Math 2 is easier than Math 1. Math 1 contains 'O' Level stuff which I have completely forgotten about! Wow, trigonometry can be such a bitch. Haha, oh well. Exams are coming really really soon. My first paper is on the 4th of April and it's Math 1!! I'll be coming back really soon again, like on the 10th of April.

There's so much stuff I want to do when I'm back in Singapore! I do miss home cooked food so so much. I used to be like it's the same thing everyday but here I am craving for it now. Life is seriously full of irony. You know they say the grass is always greener on the other side? I have to agree with that.

I do miss playing soccer! It's been like 2-3 weeks since I've last played soccer. Hopefully the game this Saturday is still on. Can't wait to get back to Singapore to play though, I really miss playing there.

My walk with God as usual hasn't been that great but I'm trying. Yea, that's all for today! Seeya!

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I hate those mornings when you wake up and feel like wtf. Yea, I guess today can be counted as one of those days. No idea why though but I did have a strange dream. Let's see, the past week is so hard to describe but I'll try to describe it in a few words. I think that this week has been pretty crazy. Crazy in a good way though.

Yea, school has been fine. The workload here is pretty acceptable and I'm coping well.

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What a day.

Saturday

Alright, I know that I haven't been updating regularly but that's cause I've been so busy with work and stuff. I don't know, it always seems like I can't find time to blog.

Anyway, school finally started on Monday. I chose Chemistry, Math 1 and Math 2. The way English works here is quite cool. They like separate it into 2 different sections namely Drama and Literature. It's really different from Singapore's system. There's also English for Academic Purposes (EAP) and History of Ideas (HOI). If I have to choose one subject that I really dislike it would be HOI. It's abit like History back in Singapore. Oh well, you know what I've been learning in Maths is seriously so weird. 2 + 3 = 5 right? Not anymore, it can equal to 2 or some crap like that. It's all new to me so yea, there's alot of catching up to do. It still doesn't really feel like school though, it's a new experience for me.

The past few days have been so so cold and it's authum only. Oh yea, cold is ok just that when it rains it tends to get really uncomfortable. I don't know I'm enjoying myself here but I'm missing Singapore.

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The weather outside is quite cold right now. Not tonight. It's getting colder though. But they say that tomorrow is going to be real hot.

Let me tell you a secret

I, Lincoln Tan don't know how to work Facebook!
I, Lincoln Tan, was an ah bengzxz! But I guess I'm better now that I have come to Australia and witnessed True Coolness in the form of someone really really cool (hahaha no duh)
I, Lincoln Tan, still love Westlife, especially sappy love ballads that make human beings keel over and start puking their insides out due to pure and unadulterated grossness
On the other hand, they used to be cool. Used to. One of them is gay.

On a more serious note, I am studying Chemistry now. Protons are positive and Electrons are negative.