Today's another sucky day. Went out for dinner with family. Came home.
Ya seriously sucky, family problems again. Thank God I have this uncle I can call anytime.
Monday, October 27, 2008
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Tested & True
Wow, so much to blog about. I've been meaning to blog the past few nights but didn't really make time for it.
Yesterday watched some dumb show. Max Payne... Don't even watch it if you haven't watched it yet. I sort of forgot about what I wanted to blog about but I've been skipping alot of school..
Hmm..
Yesterday watched some dumb show. Max Payne... Don't even watch it if you haven't watched it yet. I sort of forgot about what I wanted to blog about but I've been skipping alot of school..
Hmm..
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Bad Day
For once, I didn't purposely not go church. Wanted to go for morning service today but my mum didn't go. As you can see my title says bad day. Quarreled with my mum in the morning over going out. This time round it was totally my fault and she's super pissed right now.
And my brother another joker who pissed me off after that in the evening. Come tell me I'm selfish, everything I do is for myself, which I don't deny. But who the hell does he think he is? Some saint? I know I'm wrong but he doesn't even know his own mistakes so what's with the judging. What a joke.
All in all, today's a bad day. Real bad.
And my brother another joker who pissed me off after that in the evening. Come tell me I'm selfish, everything I do is for myself, which I don't deny. But who the hell does he think he is? Some saint? I know I'm wrong but he doesn't even know his own mistakes so what's with the judging. What a joke.
All in all, today's a bad day. Real bad.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
The Damage in your Heart
You know life sucks when... Boston is on repeat on your iPod the entire day.
Yea, since this morning life has been sucking real bad for various reasons. School has been great, I think I've mentioned earlier that the lessons are really interesting. Well, but today I skipped 1 lesson. You see, my time table today is like this. 8am-12pm class. 12pm-4pm break, then 4pm-6pm class so oh well, just decided to go home instead of waiting. Haha. So this is the first lesson that I skipped. Anyway, made quite a few friends. They're really a different bunch of friends. I've never hung out with this kind of people before, makes them kind of a special bunch.
With regards to my life, I keep reminding myself that no matter how much I screw up God is all I need and he is always there. That is very true, I know. But sometimes it's really hard to keep the faith. My faith in God isn't as strong as I might want it to be. I guess this happens because of God's 'denial' of my prayers. I've been praying so hard for so many things but almost 80% of them don't get answered. I'm quite sure that my prayers aren't overboard and it's pretty simple. I know that God is just waiting for a better time to bless me with those prayers but so many thoughts creep through my mind during the wait. Sometimes it just comes to me that God doesn't exist which obviously is bad. I'm trying to change that but sometimes it's just so hard.
Well, hopefully my timetable will be changed!! That's all for today.
Yea, since this morning life has been sucking real bad for various reasons. School has been great, I think I've mentioned earlier that the lessons are really interesting. Well, but today I skipped 1 lesson. You see, my time table today is like this. 8am-12pm class. 12pm-4pm break, then 4pm-6pm class so oh well, just decided to go home instead of waiting. Haha. So this is the first lesson that I skipped. Anyway, made quite a few friends. They're really a different bunch of friends. I've never hung out with this kind of people before, makes them kind of a special bunch.
With regards to my life, I keep reminding myself that no matter how much I screw up God is all I need and he is always there. That is very true, I know. But sometimes it's really hard to keep the faith. My faith in God isn't as strong as I might want it to be. I guess this happens because of God's 'denial' of my prayers. I've been praying so hard for so many things but almost 80% of them don't get answered. I'm quite sure that my prayers aren't overboard and it's pretty simple. I know that God is just waiting for a better time to bless me with those prayers but so many thoughts creep through my mind during the wait. Sometimes it just comes to me that God doesn't exist which obviously is bad. I'm trying to change that but sometimes it's just so hard.
Well, hopefully my timetable will be changed!! That's all for today.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
11:11 P.M.
School life has been rather hectic lately. I'm sure I made no mistake trying engineering out. It's really my type of course. I mean everytime I go for lessons, I sort of look forward to it. Everything I'm doing is related to maths which is really great for me. Unlike business, engineering is really very stimulative to my mind. Apart from the seriously messed up timetable it's pretty good. I appealed for a new timetable today and yes, hopefully I get it.
Pray for me? Pray for healing for me? I won't say what's wrong but trust me, there are several things. God knows what they are so just pray for me? And God would do the rest. Really please pray for me ok? I really appreciate it.
My walk is slowly going off track, hopefully when I get to church this Sunday something would be different. But seriously, it really feels good to be in engineering. It's something that I can really relate to. Made very little friends, as good as 1? Anyway, everyone in the class mostly talks in chinese and I keep hearing F here and F there and F everywhere.
Remember to pray for me ok?? Thanks! =]
Pray for me? Pray for healing for me? I won't say what's wrong but trust me, there are several things. God knows what they are so just pray for me? And God would do the rest. Really please pray for me ok? I really appreciate it.
My walk is slowly going off track, hopefully when I get to church this Sunday something would be different. But seriously, it really feels good to be in engineering. It's something that I can really relate to. Made very little friends, as good as 1? Anyway, everyone in the class mostly talks in chinese and I keep hearing F here and F there and F everywhere.
Remember to pray for me ok?? Thanks! =]
Monday, October 13, 2008
Save Me
I'm in school now, on break. My timetable really sucks big time. It's really like crap man. Can't stand it. I REALLY can't stand it!! I got 2 hours of nothingness now before my next class. The worst part is that I forgot to bring my laptop charger..
Someone save me please?? I can't stand it!!
Someone save me please?? I can't stand it!!
Sunday, October 12, 2008
The Adventure
School starts tomorrow.. Apart from my seriously screwed up timetable everything's gonna be alright. When I say screwed up it means screwed up. If you thought ending at 5pm was late, try 6pm and it happens on 3 days! And the worst part is that school starts at 8am almost everyday! The timetable is seriously screwed up. It wasn't like that but they seriously screwed it up.
Went to morning service today. I was half asleep throughout the entire service so I didn't really listen much. Met some relatives after that at Bugis, great catching up with them.
See you all soon!
Went to morning service today. I was half asleep throughout the entire service so I didn't really listen much. Met some relatives after that at Bugis, great catching up with them.
See you all soon!
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
Yesterday
So went to Orchard in the morning for some check ups. It was raining cats and dogs and I had to walk in the rain at first. Thankfully at the later part I asked a stranger if she could share her umbrella with me and thank God she did.
After that met Kenneth and Timothy and we went to collect our paycheck. That's my first paycheck in my life. I earned about $94. Wow. We went to play pool after that and walked about sort of window shopping. Dinner at Ajisen. End of day.
After that met Kenneth and Timothy and we went to collect our paycheck. That's my first paycheck in my life. I earned about $94. Wow. We went to play pool after that and walked about sort of window shopping. Dinner at Ajisen. End of day.
Today
Wow, basically today was mostly spent with my dad. When I say today, I mean almost the whole of today. It's really just refreshing spending time with him. I mean for the past few years of disliking him was really pointless. I want to thank God for Vietnam cause that trip there has really enabled me to release most grudges in my heart.
My dad dropped me off an SGH in the morning. Went for the check up. Turns out it is a groin strain. So the doctor sent me for some therapy and heat treatment thing. If I'm not wrong it'll take about 2 months for it to heal. At therapy I met another fairsian there. She was there for therapy too. Dad fetched me after that to go for some poly check up. Had to do some colour vision test. After that, headed down to Ngee Ann to drop off some forms.
After that was more of just spending time with each other. Had lunch at Botak Jones after that. I'm glad my dad enjoyed the meal there. Today was his first time. Played pool after that. We played for I think 4 or 5 hours. It was really just a test of concentration for me. First part I was owning, until my form started to drop. Game ended up like 7-7 or 8-8. Not sure which one.
After that we went to Tiong Baruh for dinner. Ate at Sakae Sushi and headed down to Swensense near my mum's office for ice cream and lastly we picked my mum up and headed back home. Today was a day just getting to know my dad better and it was awesome.
My dad dropped me off an SGH in the morning. Went for the check up. Turns out it is a groin strain. So the doctor sent me for some therapy and heat treatment thing. If I'm not wrong it'll take about 2 months for it to heal. At therapy I met another fairsian there. She was there for therapy too. Dad fetched me after that to go for some poly check up. Had to do some colour vision test. After that, headed down to Ngee Ann to drop off some forms.
After that was more of just spending time with each other. Had lunch at Botak Jones after that. I'm glad my dad enjoyed the meal there. Today was his first time. Played pool after that. We played for I think 4 or 5 hours. It was really just a test of concentration for me. First part I was owning, until my form started to drop. Game ended up like 7-7 or 8-8. Not sure which one.
After that we went to Tiong Baruh for dinner. Ate at Sakae Sushi and headed down to Swensense near my mum's office for ice cream and lastly we picked my mum up and headed back home. Today was a day just getting to know my dad better and it was awesome.
Monday, October 06, 2008
I won't forget Nguyen
I'm addicted to Grey's Anatomy, seriously addicted. It's so freaking good!! Nicer than O.C, Gossip Girl and heroes!! Ok, I don't think it's better than Chuck but it's as good! Wow.
Nothing much happened today. Went to the doctor in the morning and I got referred to a specialist with regards to my injury. Supposed to go for some Debrah's thing but Grey's Anatomy sounds so much nicer than that. Anti-social as it might seem, that's me and I'm perfectly comfortable blowing an outing off as long as they don't cancel it cause of me.
My walk with God seems abit off track now. Gotta get it back on track. And now, I really feel different. In a good way of course. I feel more independent. I used to rely on friends so much and I always told them my problems which isn't a bad thing I think but for the past month I don't think I've told anyone much about my life anymore. It's like I'm learning on how to rely on God and myself.
Do you like solitude? Sometimes, actually most of the time for me I would rather be alone that's why if some of you notice, I always don't go for some outings or back out halfway. It's just me I guess. Of course whenever I'm out with my friends, I feel happy and comfortable. It's just that whenever I'm alone (which I am for about 75% of my life) I feel a different kind of happy. It's not happiness, it's another emotion which I have no name for. Well, be it being alone watching TV, playing computer or playstation or just being alone I enjoy it. I think to some people doing that too much it's really a waste of time but oh well.
Nothing much happened today. Went to the doctor in the morning and I got referred to a specialist with regards to my injury. Supposed to go for some Debrah's thing but Grey's Anatomy sounds so much nicer than that. Anti-social as it might seem, that's me and I'm perfectly comfortable blowing an outing off as long as they don't cancel it cause of me.
My walk with God seems abit off track now. Gotta get it back on track. And now, I really feel different. In a good way of course. I feel more independent. I used to rely on friends so much and I always told them my problems which isn't a bad thing I think but for the past month I don't think I've told anyone much about my life anymore. It's like I'm learning on how to rely on God and myself.
Do you like solitude? Sometimes, actually most of the time for me I would rather be alone that's why if some of you notice, I always don't go for some outings or back out halfway. It's just me I guess. Of course whenever I'm out with my friends, I feel happy and comfortable. It's just that whenever I'm alone (which I am for about 75% of my life) I feel a different kind of happy. It's not happiness, it's another emotion which I have no name for. Well, be it being alone watching TV, playing computer or playstation or just being alone I enjoy it. I think to some people doing that too much it's really a waste of time but oh well.
Sunday, October 05, 2008
Grey's Anatomy!
Ok, didn't go church today! Cause it was raining super heavily. Sounds like an excuse but it's not exactly one. And now, I'm hooked on Grey's Anatomy.. And no, I didn't skip church to watch it even though I watched it. Grey's Anatomy is SUPER GOOD!! Actually I like almost all shows except for ghost/horror. Haha.
Just came back from my ex's tutor's son first month party. He has a daughter too. Ok, that tutor is called JK. And he really helped me in my A maths. I mean, back then I was totally clueless and for O Levels I got an A1 for it. In fact he helped me for almost all my subjects. He was a source of motivation for me. Thank God for him!! The party was ok I guess? Almost exactly the same as the first party he invited me to which was for his daughter.
Went to Swensense with my family after that. The ice cream there is just heavenly. I don't know if this a good thing or bad thing but I'm so used to good food already. It's like every week I go to high class places be it hotels, restaurants all this. I guess it's another thing to be thankful for.
Just came back from my ex's tutor's son first month party. He has a daughter too. Ok, that tutor is called JK. And he really helped me in my A maths. I mean, back then I was totally clueless and for O Levels I got an A1 for it. In fact he helped me for almost all my subjects. He was a source of motivation for me. Thank God for him!! The party was ok I guess? Almost exactly the same as the first party he invited me to which was for his daughter.
Went to Swensense with my family after that. The ice cream there is just heavenly. I don't know if this a good thing or bad thing but I'm so used to good food already. It's like every week I go to high class places be it hotels, restaurants all this. I guess it's another thing to be thankful for.
Friday, October 03, 2008
Bankdrafted!
Oh my gosh.. I just did some research and I think my injury might be known as Osteitis Pubis. It sounds abit wrong but from what I checked it's quite screwed up.. Click on this link! Pray for me ok?? Damn..
Well, went to Isetan today for some job thing with Kenneth and Timothy. Went to Far East for a late lunch after that. Trained down to City Hall after that and we went to Funan after that. Got The Force Unleashed! Timothy got a set of earphones as well. Met my mum after that for something after that.
From what I've read about the injury, it's seriously quite screwed up. I really have to commit it to God but sometimes I really don't have the faith to believe that I will be healed. But I really want to be healed..
Dear Jesus, I would just like to commit to you my injury. I really would just like to pray for your healing upon my groin. I'm sure you know what Osteitis Pubis and I know that you can heal me and I've been praying for your healing for a period of time already and I don't know what's blocking out that healing. Could it be my lack of faith and belief? Or could it be the sins that I have commited that have clogged up your blessings? I really have no idea what else could the cause be. But if it's the first one, I just pray that you'll just bless me with the faith and belief to know that I will be healed. If it's the second reason, I just pray for your forgiveness and I would just like to repent of my sins. If I don't know what the reason is then I just pray that you bless me with the wisdom to know what is wrong. Thanks Jesus, Amen!
Woah.. As I was at the "If I don't know what the reason is then...... what is wrong" part. The word download came to my mind.. Could it be that??
Well, went to Isetan today for some job thing with Kenneth and Timothy. Went to Far East for a late lunch after that. Trained down to City Hall after that and we went to Funan after that. Got The Force Unleashed! Timothy got a set of earphones as well. Met my mum after that for something after that.
From what I've read about the injury, it's seriously quite screwed up. I really have to commit it to God but sometimes I really don't have the faith to believe that I will be healed. But I really want to be healed..
Dear Jesus, I would just like to commit to you my injury. I really would just like to pray for your healing upon my groin. I'm sure you know what Osteitis Pubis and I know that you can heal me and I've been praying for your healing for a period of time already and I don't know what's blocking out that healing. Could it be my lack of faith and belief? Or could it be the sins that I have commited that have clogged up your blessings? I really have no idea what else could the cause be. But if it's the first one, I just pray that you'll just bless me with the faith and belief to know that I will be healed. If it's the second reason, I just pray for your forgiveness and I would just like to repent of my sins. If I don't know what the reason is then I just pray that you bless me with the wisdom to know what is wrong. Thanks Jesus, Amen!
Woah.. As I was at the "If I don't know what the reason is then...... what is wrong" part. The word download came to my mind.. Could it be that??
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
The day i scratched my gutiar...
FUDGE!! Yesterday I SCRATCHED MY GUITAR... NO.............. I hit it against the window grill while about to put it in the back. Now there is a scratch... Time to get emo..
Anyway, today's Hari Raya. Did nothing much today. Went for dinner at night? Yet another buffet. Ate till very full. Hopefully I never scratch my guitar again man..
Anyway, today's Hari Raya. Did nothing much today. Went for dinner at night? Yet another buffet. Ate till very full. Hopefully I never scratch my guitar again man..
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