argh.. gonna sleep for 4 hours now. gotta wake up at like 2.55am to get to the airport by 4.00am! i hope i respond to the sound of the alarm clock! gonna cab to the airport tomorrow morning.. feeling quite mixed about the trip like half excited, half bored.

somehow, i just feel like backing out of the trip.

woah it's like only a few hours time before my flight to cambodia. just finished packing my bag. wa! i'm very afraid that it'll exceed the weight limit la! it's like super heavy like that. anyway it was o level chinese today.. don't exactly know how well i will do. i did the informal letter writing and the compo on cultivating interests of reading. hope i didn't misread the question this time round. last time during mid year exam, i misread the question and ended up getting 20/50 despite my compo being 4 & 1/2 pages long! paper 2 was quite tough though especially the last comprehension passage. didn't really understand much of the passage. but still it's by God's grace that i managed to understand almost everything else. :) God has been faithful, now it's my turn.

in about 10 hours time, it's mother tongue o levels. for me, it will be chinese! :( i'm really gonna commit all to God! :D

Dear daddy,
it's been a long road since sec 1 in chinese. my grades have been constantly dipping. i know i may not even deserve to pass this paper, but whatever the results, what ever you bless me with, i'm content. i may feel unsastisfied about a C or a B grade or maybe even a fail. but i'll be content with the results because i know my preperation for the paper does not deserve high grades. i commit it all to you daddy. i'm sorry for drifiting away from you so much for the past 1 & 1/2 years.. sorry for forsaking my relationship with you. i've been broken many times but yet almost everytime i fail to see your broken heart at my wrong doings. i yearn to change my heart o daddy, may it be a heart of humbleness and be full of the joy of the lord! once again i commit everything to you. i pray that you'll bless all the participants in the exams & bless them too with good grades. in daddy's most precious name, AMEN! :D:D:D

i feel much better now! :)

went to shaslik for dinner! it was super nice. had shaslik beef steakk. some beef soup. bread (super soft and nice). escargot. had baked alaska for desert! yum!

amazing how you can hear God speaking to you during a game of icy tower! :)

AHH!! CHINESE O LEVELS IN 2 DAYS!!!! :(

this morning had chinese tuition. went pretty well. we talked about some 'hot' topics that might come out. went through letter writing. after tuition pranked called alex with jerome! it was super super lame la. then slacked abit & studied abit more. then later we went to ikea for a late lunch. went to queensway on the way for jerome to go get a bag for cambodia. "MY HIT-O-METER IS RINGING!!" LOL! after that we then went to ikea. ate super alot. the meatballs are just fantastic! played PS2 with my brother to catch up as well. gonna study chinese AGAIN soon before daddy's birthday dinner! ciaos!:D

just had a major blow out with my entire family...

gonna get my new specs on sunday! :)

Today had class outing at VIVO! my 2nd time at vivo. joel, alden & i went there early so we went to candy empire and we shared a turkish delight. it was super duper niceee!!! the jelly inside the chocolate was super sweet. then we walked around. saw many cool stuff like that orange lambo & some other cool stuff like zara. after that we met sophia, qilin, khai dan, dominic, kitmun, christabel. maple came abit later. we played with the balloon while waiting for the movie to start. we then went to buy the popcorn etc. i bought nachos!! caught at worlds end! it was quite nice.. but the ending was quite sad. arghhh chinese o levels in 3 days time, gotta practice practice practice hard. gonna study chinese later after the 7 o clock show. having a pretty bad flu now, i KNOW i'll be healed :D

meet the parents went quite okay. in the end, my mum and i did not go see the principal as she had to go to work. went for chinese class abit. i can see that my chinese is improving! :D

one touch of Your glory, Jesus one touch of Your glory.

thanks mr chia!(in advance) you're gonna spoil my day tomorrow. now thanks to this beloved teacher of mine, i am told i have to see ms lim tomorrow during meet the parents. but i don't get it, i got 6th in class & i have to see the principal but why those who got lower grades don't have to go. i'm not even in S2E la.. this is kind of puzzling. anyway lets hope that mr chia is wrong. anyway today's chinese sprint thingyy was kind of useless. it was rather slacky. the first half was going on quite well but after the break, the whole class just started to get super restless & i failed to pay attention after that! o level chinese in4 days time! i'm quite sure i can get a b4 & above. but i aim is to get a2 which is quite difficult esp with those few practices i am doing now. i also gotta start on my d&t folio.. it's taking up SO SO Much time! oh ya mr chia comfirm scold me about my folio tomorrow.. nothing much to look forward too except for that class outing on friday.. but there is chinese o levels so soon how to go out in peace??

hah! today's been okay. school's been pretty empty. in fact, with the sec4s & sec5s only it's almost practically empty. the ambience is rather cool though. never felt that way in school before. anyway, tomorrow there is chinese sprint sessions! wa, like almost 5 hours of pure chinese. i pray i won't get distracted. life's been pretty smooth sailing & my walk with Christ is getting stronger. however my results are just super crappy but i'm not in s2e, which is quite bad cause i sure won't have enough discipline. i'll leave that to God to fill me with discipline & wisdom to manage my time well during the holidays! :D

under the guise of someone else :(

God is great!

freaking pissed.. failed my history mid years, very sad. at least now i'm much closer to God, which is actually eveerythingg. i put studies toooo high up in my life already! should set my piorirties right & everything will fall into place.sometimes i look around i see my friends doing better than me i guess i feel kind of jealous in a way. anyway o levels in a few months time. gonna start studying beffore its toooo late!! :D