didn't go to church again yesterday. i keep giving myself excuses not to go. i know it's wrong but i've been doing this since sec3 so it feels normal now. it always happens like this. the day before i feel like going then on the day itself i'll be like sian.. then i end up not going. anyway i'm gonna try to go next week or i'll break the twice a month deal with uncle shijiang.. weird right.. i gotta call my cell leader uncle.. i have no idea why too. they just make us do that.

anyway yesterday was just a great day of catching up with kenneth, tai li and timothy. it's hard to imagine how close i was with them just a few years ago and how much i've drifted apart from them over this few years. i guess this is the result of not going to church for a long long time. well, ended up playing pool and lan with them. it was a crazy night though. we finished playing lan at like 9.30 so we couldn't find a place to eat at paradiz. so we ended up going back to plaza sing to grab a bite at burger king which was still open. really had a great time with them today and i'm looking forward to my next outing with them.

feelings towards my dad are still the same. he never fails to piss me off once a day. i mean if you got hands then use it. i'm not petty about helping him. it's just that he is really very lazy and inconsiderate. will illustrate on it soon hopefully with some pictures too.