ok today was not bad a day. quite good actually. morning just slacked about at home and at 12 plus alex and heng guang came over. played pro evolution with heng guang. then later went to play pool at depot road with sheng wei too. played not bad today. did some nice shots. alden came late for pool though but he still came. then took a cab to dover for soccer at heng guang's place. was really great.

ok. the first part was fun. i really sweated alot which meant that i ran alot. i guess what alex said is true la that i'm naturally defensive but i can attack too but that is because everyone else goes up and no one defends. up till now i still haven't found my best position but i'm guessing it should be right midfield, central midfield, right back and i'm not sure of this yet but support striker haven't really explored playing that position yet. there are many things i like about playing at heng guang's place. there are many nice people there gabriel, yong tsu (if that is how it's spelt, i don't know), daniel, heng guang, alex (all these are the regulars who play there la most stay in that dover area). really fun people to play with. i like it when people i know like alden, mok (when he does not mess too much) play too! i also like the court. it appears small when there are people playing in it but actually it's quite big. i saw it myself earlier when it was rather empty. stuff i don't like about playing there is when people keep saying no goal no goal when it was a goal. really gets on my nerves sometimes. well sometimes when we have to wait to play i don't really like it.

the better part was later when feng yuan and his friends came. ppl who came were chuan hao, kenneth yip, brandon, daryl and some people i do not know. but they were not bad. it was really a good match for me though. we played whoever reach 3 goals first. so first they scored then we scored then they scored again then we scored so it was like 2-2. then i scored the last goal it was a good goal cause i scored at the bottom left from like half of a half from the right side. i'm happy with myself for that. i almost celebrated la. i like ran after i scored but decided not to in the end. i really wanted to win that match. it's like those matches where u can't lose that kind so you can imagine how i felt. after that walked to the ac bus stop with alden and jun jer who was walking the same way. i felt really happy when alden and jun jer recognized my effort in the game when alden said i played like the team captain and that my goal was very nice and jun jer agreed with alden because i kept running up to attack and back to defend. well it really felt good to have ur efforts recognized by your friends so people, encourage ur friends as much as you can whenever you can. try la. it's easier to dao than to encourage. lol.

ok i played soccer for like around 4 and a half hours? really tired. when i went home after dinner, called jerome and he and his cousins went downstairs to play soccer so i brought my brother down along too and some other neighbours came as well so we could play a match. played from 8.30 to close to 10? really couldn't do much i was exhausted from such a long day already but it was fun la. i realize when u really feel the pinch from your fatigue, you will seriously under perform alot like you can't shoot properly ur passes will be screwed. everything justs becomes damn screwed up and it is very different from when you have energy. lol. you can't even dribble for nuts. lol. really really tired now. hopefully i can wake up for the morning service tomorrow and go there with my family (excluding my father he does not go church).