I won't forget Nguyen

I'm addicted to Grey's Anatomy, seriously addicted. It's so freaking good!! Nicer than O.C, Gossip Girl and heroes!! Ok, I don't think it's better than Chuck but it's as good! Wow.

Nothing much happened today. Went to the doctor in the morning and I got referred to a specialist with regards to my injury. Supposed to go for some Debrah's thing but Grey's Anatomy sounds so much nicer than that. Anti-social as it might seem, that's me and I'm perfectly comfortable blowing an outing off as long as they don't cancel it cause of me.

My walk with God seems abit off track now. Gotta get it back on track. And now, I really feel different. In a good way of course. I feel more independent. I used to rely on friends so much and I always told them my problems which isn't a bad thing I think but for the past month I don't think I've told anyone much about my life anymore. It's like I'm learning on how to rely on God and myself.

Do you like solitude? Sometimes, actually most of the time for me I would rather be alone that's why if some of you notice, I always don't go for some outings or back out halfway. It's just me I guess. Of course whenever I'm out with my friends, I feel happy and comfortable. It's just that whenever I'm alone (which I am for about 75% of my life) I feel a different kind of happy. It's not happiness, it's another emotion which I have no name for. Well, be it being alone watching TV, playing computer or playstation or just being alone I enjoy it. I think to some people doing that too much it's really a waste of time but oh well.