Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Hard to smile

Soccer at Holland V there was a total waste of time. The rain. So after soccer Alex, Alden and I went for lunch at Subway. Yeap..

For the past few days there's this burden in my heart. I don't know what it is but I can definitely feel it. Maybe it's my exam results? Maybe it's some other weird reason I don't know but it's definitely affecting my mood inside. If killing myself wouldn't bring me to hell, I would definitely consider doing that. Sometimes I just feel so tired of living, just like now. I don't know, I just feel so mentally exhausted.

See you soon!

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