anyway, today was quite a productive day especially during D&T, Started on my project at LONG last! haha, i feel motivated for D&T at last and that's a good sign and at least i didn't wake up too late so at least I still have roughly about 1 month to catch up with the rest.

i can really feel alot of evil building up in my heart and it feels very sucky. as each day passes by, i see my heart feeling more and more bitter towards everything around me. i really don't know what's going on with me at all.