=) deleted my friendster account! yea. it was hard to let go but i did it! with GOD. yeap. life has not really been a bed of roses for a period of time now. tests, mixed emotions and alot of bad stuff mixed into 1 big bad bowl of rojak! feeling rojakk! lol. yea been thinking back and it's like you someone was right in front of you a few years back but i had to be dumb and not see the person! lol. but ya, life goes on. my chirstian life has been going up up up and i really want to thank God for that! he has been my strength when i am weak through all this time. indeed.. so many things have changed since i've started trusting God. i'm still trying to kick many bad habits though. yea still trying. but i hate it when people just start thinking that i'm always bullshitting. i know i do that alot but ya.. it's kinda unfair especially when ur closer ggroup of friends does that to you. hah! yea.. so that's it! though i guess no one really reads this blog since i haven't told anyone about it!! haha!