hmmm.. long time since i blogged, haha this is gonna be a quiet one somewhere where i can vent all my fustrations. i feel mixed right now. stupid issues but i feel confused and sad. had study skills today. was pretty fun, in fact the trainers were really spastic. at one point in the talk, though i did'nt really like my dad, the thought of him dying was really very sad.yeap and i told my mum i love her!!=) haha. right now i really don't know what to do, yesterday was weird, real weird. you only talk to me when there are only us. we hardly talk when there are more people around. u have no idea how i feel. haiz.