i seriously don't wanna quit. if u guys ever see this(which i doubt u guys will), i seriously don't wanna quit esp after all i've been through with u all. i seriously wanna come back & i made a reckless decision today. i don't know how to put it to u guys dat i wanna come back cause of face. sorry guys. if u all ever see this please understand the situation i'm in. i wanna quit is cause i feel very left out. i can't even worship properly now cause i feel so lousy i can't face God. i could'nt even raise my hands when ps. khong asked his children to cause i know i'm not fit to be God's son. so thats how i feel.

oh anyway.. no use thinking about it now just move on in life.. yea so went to church then later went to orchard with jerome to eat dinner. went to orchard emerald food court to eat. we ate alot, he had carrot cake, teriyaki chicken rice while i had pineapple rice, teriyaki chicken rice.. not forgetting the drinks & famous amos. put on so much weight today. haha. haiz. feeling very sad now. blog again tomorrow. bye people.

unfit.