It's been a pretty hectic three days for me.

Saturday-26/4/08


I've been trying to catch up on my tutorial work but I always get distracted. Well, went to play soccer with Jerome downstairs with some other kids. Nothing much happened but I tried to do work for a long time and it was a total waste of time for me as I did not do much at all.

Anyway, glad that Chelsea won! It's going to make the EPL much more interesting.

Sunday-27/4/08

It's become a tradition for me to eat at restaurants at least once a week. It's either on Saturday night or Sunday noon. It's really good to eat good food but it's become a routine already. Well, didn't do much today except for going out with my family to Bugis. Did some DSS work. It's seriously the most boring module that I'm taking.

Monday-28/4/08

So this is today. Managed to come to school finishing both Macroeconomics and Business management tutorial. Yay! Today has been a pretty long day. I've been pretty distracted recently. I find it really hard to concentrate in class and worse part is that in lecture today, I played Dota. Had fun but I must say that I'm disappointed in myself and I will try not to do such a thing again.

Anyway went to Anfield after that. The AC people were there. Err.. Alex scored with his head? So congratulations??

Typical Friday. School started at 1pm but met Alex for lunch at canteen 1 at 12pm. Had Yong Tau Foo. Then went for Life Management Skills (LMS) lessons. Pretty much the same talk about life skills which was in Fairfield. Only had one lesson today which started at 1pm and ended at 3pm.

After that slacked around at OurSpace@72 and went with Alex to Bukit Timah Plaza to get his long socks.

Anyway, soccer trials was like this. I'm like surrounded by people doing their Bankai and I have not even mastered Shikai yet. Was not selected. I must say I felt slightly disappointed at first but sad to say I went there with some part of my heart knowing that I won't make it. I touched the ball less than 7 times. I only have myself to blame for that and I won't be like other bloggers! Haha. John got selected by the way.

Anyway after that John and I went to the BBQ at some condominium. It was quite crazy pushing people into the pool, pissing people off. Left at 10pm. Early compared to some of the other people. Some stayed back to "drink". Thank God I wasn't even tempted at all and immediately said no. Made another new friend. His name is Joshua. At first he thought I was some fierce guy cause of my hair. Haha. He's quite a nice person. He looks Chinese but is a Eurasian.

Assuming I'm still in Singapore next year, I'll definitely try out again. But this time I'll have mastered my Bankai.

Oh Bleach has started on its filler episodes. But I think this filler episodes will be quite cool.

Won't blog much about what happened today.

Basically in the morning was Macroeconomics lecture. It was pretty boring. Found out eventually that my Macroeconomics tutor was the lecturer. Argh! She's pretty fierce! Scolded the class on the first day for not doing work but most people did work. Anyway after that had lunch and had Business Law tutorial. The teacher was quite cool and lame as well. He is super super lame.

After tutorial played Lan at OurSpace@72. It's a place for studying turned into a Lan Shop. So you can imagine. Really not in the mood to post about the above kind of stuff already. Anyway Dota individual performance of me was not too bad. Managed to get quite a number of kills though the team and I lost on both occasions.

Anyway, my head is filled with emotion about tomorrow's soccer trials. Whenever I think about it my heart just beats so fast. In a way I'm afraid that I won't be able to make it. But I'm definitely going to try my best and of course rely on God as well. I tried Googling "Ngee Ann Soccer Trials" and managed to get a glimpse of what it would be like tomorrow. There was a post saying I didn't even get to the touch the ball and was dropped from the team. I honestly pray that won't happen to me. You know it's time when I feel like this that I go to God. I'm seriously just a hypocrite. Feeling quite pissed off at myself for being like this. The worst part is that God accepts for being a hypocrite and I just stay at one. How bad can I get. Really quite scared and excited about tomorrow. I just hope I would be able to get in. I really am praying hard but if I don't get in I'm still going to give thanks. Ahh!!


I am afraid right now!

Anyway, thank God for Alex's and Jerome's encouragement! They really helped me alot.

Gotta start studying for this week!

I know this is like the millionth time I've said this but taking 61 is seriously much better than that random 74. Anyway, I've been making an effort to maintain this blog on a daily basis. I mean just ten minutes of my time isn't much and I really want to have the means to look back at my life in times to come. As you could have inferred, yes, I took 61 to school.

This time I was on time for DSS Class. The last time I was late by one and a half hours. By the way while on the 61, we passed by Alex and the bus did not stop for him since it was pretty packed so in the end he was late for classes. But no surprise yea? Kidding! But you're seriously always late! DSS was not that boring today as we had group discussion and we didn't have to follow that boring text!

After DSS, had Business Management lecture. It was seriously quite boring. My mind kept drifting off to elsewhere and that's bad which means that I wasn't paying attention. Throughout the entire lecture I was like counting down till when the lecture ends! School ended at 1pm today so went with John and Gabriel for like half-lunch (if that's what you call it). It's been like for ages since I last met Gabriel so it was great catching up. Going to take some photos from him tomorrow which was from bAoc 08!

Well, thank God I finished all my tutorial homework for week 1 already so it's not that bad.

Anyway in the evening went out with my mum and brother for dinner and to go to the Sony Service Centre. Looks like they're going to refund us $3999 so I can get a new notebook again. But the troublesome part is installing the school software! Shucks! Went to Centre Point for dinner. Had Korean food. Seriously ate alot. Got a pair of slippers as well.

Seeya!

Hah! Tiring day today. Tuesdays are basically my longest days. It starts at 9am and ends at 5pm. Took 61 again which is a great bus as compared to the screwed up 74. I've noticed that the bus comes at around 8.20am so I can gauge what time to leave home.

Well, the day started off with DSS Tutorial which is honestly an extremely boring subject. Firstly they force you to buy this $26.30 text and it teaches you how to undo, redo, copy, paste, choose which column, how to save the file and stuff like that. So basically, one and a half hours of the class was spent doing those crap. Didn't have my textbook with me but thankfully the person sitting next to me shared with me. (Met her by coincidence at KAP later)

After DSS there was POA tutorial. The teacher is a rather interesting person. He was from Fairfield too! Anyway, he made us introduce ourselves and I think I'm starting to get the hang of it already. I don't feel embarrassed saying this "My name is Lincoln, I was from Fairfield Secondary. I have no background knowledge of POA. I like playing field soccer more than street soccer. I like to travel and eat different kinds of food. I also enjoy playing the guitar." Haha! That was my introduction. POA tutorial was quite ok overall.

After that had like one hour break, so went with some of my class people to KAP and to play pool after that. So far I have not met anyone from our level who is good yet. I owned everyone I played with so far except this guy I met at the pool parlour. I played with him one round. I almost won him but I did something super dumb so it was like SIAN.. I did some dumb back shot which I knew would screw up but still did it anyhow. I seriously have to think before acting (Both in pool and life) as that is one of my weaknesses. I act before I think.

Business Law lecture after that. Concentrated for one hour ten minutes before Leroy and Isryad started playing 2v2 Dota with someone else in the lecture hall so was kind of distracted by them. Alex was super distracted. He kept looking at their screens.

Anyway went home and Jerome came up to print stuff. Talked a fair bit.

Talking to f now on MSN. I initiated the conversation unlike Alex who runs at the sight of Joy (Literally), Alden who tries his best to dao Zara but he can't and Jerome who...... Nothing to say!! Haha! Since not many people reads this blog I can type this sort of thing. Thats why don't tell my blog to people! Anyway I told her I might be going Scotland too. I'm going to illustrate an example of misunderstanding right now!

4/22/2008		10:31:20 PM		Lincoln		f		i tell u something
4/22/2008		10:32:03 PM		f		Lincoln		alrights
4/22/2008		10:32:11 PM		f		Lincoln		omg, u're dating someone??
4/22/2008		10:32:15 PM		Lincoln		f		I may be going overseas to study!
4/22/2008		10:32:18 PM		Lincoln		F		No la!!
4/22/2008		10:32:22 PM		Lincoln		f		please..
4/22/2008		10:32:26 PM		f		Lincoln		ahhaha.
4/22/2008		10:32:28 PM		f		Lincoln		whyyy????
4/22/2008		10:32:38 PM		f		Lincoln		u got a good place here in singapore!!
4/22/2008		10:32:40 PM		Lincoln		f		Scotland!
4/22/2008		10:32:43 PM		Lincoln		f		yea i know
4/22/2008		10:32:47 PM		Lincoln		f		but scotland is better
4/22/2008		10:32:55 PM		Lincoln		f		more like u
4/22/2008		10:32:59 PM		Lincoln		f		dating someone la
4/22/2008		10:33:00 PM		Lincoln		f		btw

I'm green & She's pink (Nothing to do with you Jerome, that just happened to be the font colours. No pun intended.) You see what I meant was "More like you dating someone la by the way." She didn't reply for super long like 10 minutes then I was like thinking "She's daoing me again." So I decided to say bye. Read the following.

4/22/2008		10:33:00 PM		Lincoln		f		btw
4/22/2008		10:45:03 PM		Lincoln		f		anw catch you soon!
4/22/2008		10:45:06 PM		Lincoln		f		talk again enxt time
4/22/2008		10:45:06 PM		f		Lincoln		btw??
4/22/2008		10:45:11 PM		Lincoln		f		lol
4/22/2008		10:45:18 PM		Lincoln		f		as in more like u dating someone
4/22/2008		10:45:19 PM		Lincoln		f		not me
4/22/2008		10:45:22 PM		f		Lincoln		chey
4/22/2008		10:45:28 PM		f		Lincoln		i tot u say halfway
4/22/2008		10:45:32 PM		f		Lincoln		no lor!
4/22/2008		10:45:34 PM		Lincoln		f		no wonde rtake so long!
4/22/2008		10:45:34 PM		Lincoln		f		lol
4/22/2008		10:45:38 PM		f		Lincoln		haha

She thought my message was "More like you're dating someone la. By the way" and was waiting for me to continue my sentence. (The by the way was incomplete from her point of view) So in the end as you read, cleared the misunderstanding and yeap! Reminds me of what happened in Secondary 3!

Cheers guys!














maybe in my dreams I'll make it right

My finger is quite pain today so I'll avoid typing too much. Wouldn't want to bore you all anyway.

Well, day started of well. Tried a new route to go to school which is to take 61. Its quite good actually much better than 74 just that the bus tends to be quite crowded. I'm like using only 7 fingers to type instead of the usual 8 so its quite awkward. Lol. Met Jerene on the bus so since we were both going to business block we walked together. I actually met her during Cambodia service learning.

Went for Business Management tutorial and made a bunch of new friends. So many girls in my class!! Oh I know I shouldn't be saying this but I have to do some presentation with a girl that looks like an auntie! Literally she looks in her 40s but I have no idea how old she is. I wrote my name on the paper and when I saw it again, she wrote her name below mine. We were supposed to be in groups of twos. Anyway, I know I really shouldn't judge but sometimes you just can't help it. Tried the milk tea at school which is kind of sucky. Hopefully the Oreo won't taste so bad when I try it. Signed up for BA Envoys. It seems pretty cool.

Had POA lecture. Initially, my mind kept drifting away. I would start to imagine myself playing soccer at Anfield later and what it would be like. Settled down eventually and managed to learn a fair bit.

Well after school went home and went to Anfield after that. Operation Bubblegum which sounds super gay (created by Alex) was a success? Happy birthday Jerome!!

Dear Blogger,

Today has been quite a great day. Didn't go church again but it has already become a norm for me not to go. Well, went out with my family for lunch to Ministry of Food again for some great Jap food! The desert is still the killer. After that my brother went for maths tuition at this tuition centre at Fu Lu Shou Complex. I went there when I was young (like when I was in primary school and secondary 1-2) and it was nice to see the same old toilet that has always been there the same person at the counter there to help you. Nothing much has changed about the tuition centre and it sure brings back many pleasant memories.

While waiting for my brother for his tuition to end, went to Sim Lim Square and I finally got my R4 chip and got a printer for my room as well. Its much better than my previous one as the power cord can be stretched to my plug so its quite convenient for me to print now. Bought a few shorts from Giordano as well. I have extremely few short pants. Ok, only around 4. But I have thirteen pair of jeans. I just counted. Retarded right? Haha!

After my brother ended class went to pick him up and we went to OG to get his toys. I honestly don't remember me buying toys at his age. I was more into tech stuff. Went home after that.

Watched the Newcastle match. Owen power!! He's still pretty good although he's not half the man he used to be.. (sounds gay!!) Newcastle won 2-0!! I don't know why I got this thing for Newcastle United. They really appeal to me as a team.

School's gonna start at 9am tomorrow! Hopefully 74 comes on time!!

Found a new way to start the post too.











hey, nice tat

Well, started the day off by doing some tutorial work before heading off for dental and Shaw Towers. I don't enjoy my visits to the dentist cause I feel extremely uncomfortable with tools being shoved around in my mouth especially the thing that scrapes your teeth. The feeling is just so sick. Anyway after dental, went with my family to The Ship restaurant. It's been a pretty long time since we've been there. The food was great as usual.

I really ate alot today. Escargot, oyster, steak, ice cream, carrot cake (not the Chinese version), garlic bread and soft bun. Well, after lunch walked around at Isetan before my father sent my mum and brother home before we went to play pool.

The last time I played pool with him I got thrashed quite badly. Today I can say that I'm better than my father in pool already. Haha. Did lots of good shots. To me, pool is like a game of confidence and keeping cool. What does it mean to you?

Anyway, Lucas still sucks.

What a tiring day! Now it's like 1.05am and I only reached home at 12.30am!! Late huh? But I'm still gonna put the post as 18th April.

Met Gabriel and John at school at 12.30pm for lunch before we went to our various classes. Life Management Skills (LMS as they call it) was quite boring. I mean most of the things they teach is common sense so you get what I mean. But met a few new people though so on the whole it was quite ok.

After LMS class, went to the "Popular" Bookshop to buy the POA textbook and to meet John as well but met Alex there by chance. Got the POA text which was a total rip off. $35.90. I only got it so I would be able to do my tutorial homework!! Ahh!! Tomorrow must rush homework. Somehow, ended up at Anfield instead of the library where I was supposed to meet the group to go for the Fantazia Concert. (I think it's called Fantazia) Played some soccer but the Sepak Takraw people came and invaded the court. Screw them, seriously. To make matters worse they polluted the air there with their smoke! Those people should be in their late 40s or early 50s by the way. Oh and Alden decided to stop daoing me today so he lent me his pants and shirt. Thanks but you're still a daoster. So in the end went to the place where Kenneth told us would be good but three barriers were erected there so it was like impossible to play soccer. Eventually, went to Block 5? Now known as Wembley Stadium to play. It's quite dangerous to play there as the ball might go to the nearby coffee shop in an unfashionable manner. Nearly forgot to take my newly bought textbook but thankfully someone reminded me about it. After soccer which ended at close to 8pm, decided to go back to school for the concert.

So took 74 once again back to school and called Shanon to bring me in once I reached the Convention Centre. The performances were qutie good and Daphene Khoo seems different from before too. Lots of dances and looking at the way they dance was quite cool. I was like one hour late for the concert so missed out a fair bit. Anyway after the concert we went to Al-Ameen to eat. 10 people squeezed into a 7 seater so you can imagine. There were two cars to drive us and some people walked there. Al-Ameen was super crowded as usual and took awhile to find sits for the 20 plus people. The wait for the food was the killer. All the food except for a plain prata and a cheese egg prata came and we waited one hour for it. We waited for the people to get the food before eating so by the time I could get to it, my cheese Naan was pretty hard!! By the time we finished supper it was 12.10am so I decided to cab home and to my surprise it only costed $12 plus. (Was expecting it to cost much more)

Anyway I really don't like it when people say I change clique/pang sei them. I never ever really considered myself to be in a clique cause it's just like they are friends to me and I don't ever consider me and my group of friends to be cliques. So Alden thinks I've changed clique but in actuality I was never in any clique.

Gonna crash now, catch you soon!

What a day it has been!

Left home at 7.55am as class started at 9am so I took 198 to near Bouna Vista MRT there to wait for 74. I reached the bus stop at 8.10am and guess what time the bus came? 8.45am and it was raining very heavily. Was really feeling very pissed off. So eventually I reached school at 9.15am and was quite late for lecture!

Today's lecture was on macroeconomics and it was quite interesting. The lecture was just abit boring but overall it was not bad. After lecture we were supposed to have some Library Orientation but we ponned and went to play pool. Am I actually regretting ponning class. I must never do such a thing again. So Alex, En Ping, Heng Guang, Glen (Alex's friend) and Leroy went to Bukit Timah Plaza to go play pool. Was on average form today so it was quite fun. Lost 1 (Due to me sinking the black ball early) and won the rest. After pool went to go eat MacDonald's at King Albert Park. It's the first time I've been there and I really don't know how people can study there. Lol.

After that went home and just slacked.

Lately, I've been feeling more confident as a person not in the over confident way. In the past I didn't feel like this but nowadays I feel good about being Lincoln. I really feel different as a person nowadays and it's not like I stepped into the dark side and have become and over confident, show off and bossy. I'm quite sure that I'm still the same Lincoln just that I really feel good about being Lincoln. Lol. Sounds weird right? I have no idea why. (And it's not because of YOU KNOW WHAT, Jerome)

I really have to make an effort to get my spiritual life back on track too!

I seriously have to think of a new way to start my posts. It always starts with ok.

Anyway, today I was late for my DSS workshop and late means one and a half hours late. I was supposed to start at 9am but I only reached at 10.30am? I totally misread the timetable. I only realized I was supposed to have DSS when I met Leroy while waiting for Alex. Anyway the teacher was quite kind and I didn't get scolded. When I went into class they were already separated into their groups so I was without a group. Then the teacher asked who wants Lincoln to be in their group then some enthu group raised their hands so once again I'm with an enthu group which is quite cool. The people in my group are Katerine, Matthew, Xue Ting and KS. (Not really sure what his full name is yet) Went to the lecture with my group. Sat next to Katerine and we talked quite alot. She's a really nice person. Ok anyway the lecture was quite boring. (As usual)

After lecture went to the library with John and he watched Naruto.. My gosh la. Then Gabriel came shortly after that and we were like bugging John to off his laptop cause we were supposed to meet our OG! Eventually we went to meet our OG to get the details about the Fun Day thing later. After that we went to canteen 4 to eat. It was quite a long walk but it was definitely worth it. The Japanese food there was quite good but that canteen has the worst toilets of all!

Oh ya. Went to collect our EZ-Links too!

74 is a very screwed up bus by the way. Yesterday the journey was around an hour today it was just half an hour. What the hell right?

Anyway after that went for the Fun Day thing. It was just cheering and cheering and guess what? More cheering. But it was fun just shouting like mad. Lol. It was really a good time of bonding for the OG. But it was really very hot.

After that went to Anfield. Ok I almost scored a nice goal only to be denied by Azan.. Nevermind. But some people came saying they booked the court so I went home.

I seriously have to think before I act next time in all that I do. That's one of my biggest flaws.

Anyway I could really feel God speaking to me on the bus back home. I wasn't sure if the voice was God at first but I guess I was affirmed eventually.

I really have to start balancing the time I spend with my friends in NP. There are like three groups now and it's getting quite challenging. It's like there is Group A (Fairsians), Group B (OG People) and Group C (Class people). I really thank God for all this friends but it's quite hard to balance everything out. One more reason to go Scotland!! :D

Day 2 at Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

Lessons started at only 3 but went much earlier and reached NP at 12pm. The wait for 74 is seriously a bit** and I'm going to find a shorter way there if possible like if I stop at Dover MRT station and see if there's any other bus besides 74. You see I left home at around 11am but the total traveling time was like one hour? Quite ridiculous.

Anyway, went to NP so early to have lunch with some friends like Gabriel, Charrisa, Nicol, Adeline, Cheryl and John to have lunch at Canteen 2 (The one near the swimming pool) I think. Looking at the queue seriously made me lose my appetite so I just got a bottle of soya bean milk. After some of them ate, Gabriel, John and I went for the CCA Fiesta again. They signed up for dragon boating. Lol. Anyway Gabriel had lecture so he left first while John and I went to the service our notebooks. Took quite awhile but at last my Vaio is officially registered with the school and my TravelMate is no longer registered! The guy didn't scold me today so it was fine.

After that went to Canteen 3 for lunch. Lol. Ate the Yong Tau Foo there. Wasn't bad. The desert was nice too. After that went to class. Business law. Was seriously quite boring and the lecturer is abit screwed up but she was entertaining.

After the lecture which ended 15 minutes late, went to meet up with Alex and Leroy. Matthew popped up sadly. (Just kidding! :D) Was on the way to Clementi for dinner before Alex and I went to Anfield. Ok, we definitely (Ok, maybe just me) pissed Leroy off by leaving him but I didn't really regret. Going to Anfield was the right thing to do since I had already given my word to Jerome. The match was quite screwed up as everyone wasn't playing their best and it was raining too! Jerome left early sadly. Oh ya and Alden daoed me for God knows what I did?? I talk to him he cover his ears. But aiya it's ok if he wants to dao me la. I mean what can I do?

Anyway school starts at 11am tomorrow! Haha! Seriously don't know whether to go to Scotland or not. Ahh!!

Hmm.. First day at NP today. Lots happened and history repeated itself but I changed the ending. (Will illustrate later)

Day started out fine since lecture started only at 11am today. Surprisingly the 74 came exceptionally fast today like once I got off 198, the 74 came three minutes later! Thank God! As I sat on the bus there were so many emotions racing through my head such as excitement, fear and lots of others too! I was wondering what if I can't find the lecture hall or what if I reach late and stuff like that. But thankfully found Leroy, Alex and Isryad and we went to the lecture hall together. Found John at the lecture hall so we all sat together. Lecture style of teaching was kind of different for me but it was quite fun. Only takes a matter of time before getting used to it. Anyway, today's lecture was Principles of Accounting. I would have taken that in Secondary School if they allowed but well.. During the lecture you could see people using MSN, people talking and even people using handphone. I guess we are in the "Adult" phase of our life whereby we have to be more responsible for our actions?

After the lecture, went to canteen 3 (Was it?) with John to meet X-Men for lunch. The food there wasn't that good or at least the fish and chips wasn't. It was great seeing them again even though only a few days have passed.

Oh! About the thing about history repeating itself. (Alex you should remember) Went to the IT with John and another of his friends to the helpdesk at the BA Block to install the software on my notebook. So some lady helped me to install all this then I asked her what to do about the old sticker on my old notebook and she told me to take it out and paste it underneath my new one. Before turning on my notebook I made it super clear that this is a new notebook and that I reformatted my old notebook already to prevent misunderstanding. Ok so later the SAME man (I think) that scolded me last time I went for trying to steal software came into the room and I was like "Oh shit.." So I immediately asked him what to do about the old sticker since I knew what the lady told me was wrong and he said is this your second notebook? Do you know you are not allowed to install anything now before we evaluate your old note book? (I was installing the Norton Anti-Virus) I was stunned for 0.5 seconds before I owned his ass in front of alot of people saying "Do you want me to uninstall it?" LOL!! I said that in front of about 20 people so I'm guessing that he was pretty embarrassed. So he replied "Ok, I trust you. Just bring your old notebook tomorrow and we will continue the installation tomorrow. I remember your face." Who cares man! I kicked his ass in front of a lot of people! Revenge is sweet! Kidding! I did that for messing purposes only la.

Well after that John and I were supposed to meet Gabriel at 4pm to go for the CCA Fiesta thing but it was only 2pm then so John, his friend and I went for it by ourselves. May go with Gabriel tomorrow again since we pang seied him. Feeling a little bad.

I KICKED HIS (COMPUTER MAN) ASS! :D

I can't act dao well and as you can see I'm still smiling.



First time I'm posting photos on my blog. Ok as you can see, that's my group X-Men5. They're a cool bunch of people.

Anyway. Today went for someone's one month old baby party. I'm his uncle so what does that make him to me. I have no idea. Haha. Met up with my cousins there and caught up with them after a few months of not meeting. One of them just got his driver's license and his father's gonna buy him a car. (Comes from a rich family)

After that went to Tiong Baruh Plaza with my family. Pre-ordered my copy of Grand Theft Auto IV which i would be able to collect on 29th of April. Till then. Lol.

School's starting tomorrow and my laptop is still screwed. Cool ei! Luckily I printed out my notes for tomorrow already. Hmm.. Gotta sleep early for tomorrow! Catch you soon!

By the way, please stop diving Gerrard.

Ok. This post is late by a day but I'm still going to put it as yesterday's date.

Well. The only good part of yesterday was soccer. Oh and there was this 1 v 1 Dota match with Alex where he used Tidehunter and I used Bounty Hunter. Want to guess what happened? Haha.

Soccer was kind of crazy especially the later part of it where it wasn't like soccer at all and we were all shouting like hooligans. Nothing much to blog about soccer too.

Well there was this one occasion where I was back stabbed by Alex. Cool ei.

Ok. Today was the last day of orientation and it was fantastic. Had lots and lots of fun and really bonded together with my group, X-Men 5!

I had to like be there at 9am for some rehearsal thing but I only reached at 9.15am. As I posted earlier, I was like the board holder guy. The official rehearsal started at only 11am plus i think, so I actually wasn't that late. I was holding the "Fight" and "Lose" sign and thankfully both signs were large enough to cover my face so I didn't need to worry about people looking at me or me looking at other people. The rehearsal was fun. Tried the Japanese food at Canteen 1 for lunch. The food there was nice. Anyway, didn't get to watch the pageant people walking for the first time as I was at the backstage preparing for the performance. Oh. Gabriel was there with me and he was constantly disturbing this boy from his school. From what I see, that boy is the equivalent of Matthew Li from my class. Well so the morning was like the rehearsal, lunch and then the real performance.

After the performance, went back to the floor to join the rest of the X-Men group to watch the remaining performances. The performances were very funny and very lame too. After that there was like this high tea break. The performers were allowed to use the VIP room so it was quite cool. There was like a large supply of food in there and whenever one of the food trays were emptied, it would be replaced. Haha, so you could imagine how much we ate.

After that it was back to the hall for performance and had some cheer competition. Cheered till my throat was quite pain. In the end the entire X-Men won the best cheer award! Lol. Had the mass dance after that. (If you consider only the leaders a handful of the students dancing a mass dance) Seriously, less than 10% of the people in the hall were dancing. I didn't cause I didn't know the steps. So this is just the outline of what happened today.

Oh.. Took quite a number of photos with my group people, Joanne, Charissa, John, Gabriel, Yan Zhen, etc with the leader as well. Will upload them once I get the photos and if I have the chance to. So the thing ended at like 6pm plus but we stayed there till close to 7pm.

After that we went to opposite Beauty World Plaza to eat. Some of the X-Men groups went. Had some Indian food at a stall there. Was not bad. John, Gabriel and I shared a Sardine, Chicken and Mutton mutarbat. The meal was quite crazy. Seriously I've never seen people laughing at me about me acting serious. Haha. Really great time of bonding. If I were to type everything that has happened today, I definitely would not be able to sleep today.

Oh. I met this guy Arthur from 3rd year Banking and Financial Services. He's a really cool guy carrying this vibe around him. He's Singaporean but he really likes the culture of the Western countries especially Australia. Took 961 back with him and really chatted with him alot. He has like 5 CCAs? He's a Christian too. Oh! Then this girl came onto the bus so and sat down. So he like typed on his handphone "That girl is cute." I was like "LOL!" in my head but I didn't say it out loud la. I told him he already had a girlfriend (which he does) and he told me beauty is meant to be admired but anything beyond that is wrong. Haha. Makes sense.

I'm quite screwed cause of Sony. My laptop has a scratch so they gotta like check on it first. So if they give me another new set I'm screwed cause that will definitely take time and I don't have time since I have to configure the NP settings by Monday. Quite worried about that. Hopefully they just change the cover of it. And if I could install the programs on my laptop tomorrow at NP, I definitely would.

I am seriously getting very pissed off with Sony service. Initially they appeared good, calling me upon receiving my E-mail but ever since then, I've been let down consecutively. Really very irritated by them. Firstly, I sent my notebook there for a checkup since there were some issues. Went back a few days later to collect it and the problem was still there with the technician stating that there was no problem and I sent it back wasting a trip down. Then the manager told me that every one of my notebook models has this problem. So he sent one of his men to send my notebook back to my house but when I saw it, I found a scratch on the laptop. This is really screwed up or if I should say ****ed up! I hardly say the F word nowadays and if I say/type it out loud means that I am really really pissed off.

Anyway, today was the second day of orientation and it was really quite fun. Made a new friend because of the bursting balloon game and i was paired up with her. Her name is Charissa. She really reminds me of Jia Min. Lol. Played many games with my OG and really bonded with them alot. Hmm.. I finally found another friend whom I can take the bus back with after school. Well, it was really crazy just messing about with Johnathan and Gabriel about lots of crap, especially about some girls. Lol. Oh ya, I had to help in some performance thing too. I nearly had to be a dancer but thankfully I wasn't cause I really can't dance. Gabriel told me to act like I really could not dance and I did just that and the leaders sort of gave up hope on me and gave me another role which is a board holder. Well, the thing ended at 6 plus but Gabriel and I had to stay back till 8 plus for some performance rehearsal. Was really quite tiring today though but lots of fun.

Oh ya! And on the way home, I met Vincent Kuan. Still the same guy I knew from back in Secondary 2. Really hope he studies hard and gets into a good course.

Ok.. I have not been blogging for the past couple of days already. Here's a brief update on what happened during the last three days of my life.

7th April - Monday

Went to play pool with Khai Dan that day. Initially we were supposed to go to NP to do our notebooks but I have not been able to get it back yet. Pool was kind of sucky though. Skill wise I'm quite sure I'm better than Khai Dan but that day I was on a losing spree. We played first to three and the loser had to pay for the first hour. That was the worst part. Ok the really worst part was I tried to gain the hour back and played another round of first to three and I lost again. Really disappointed at my performance that day. Well, in the end we split the bill half-half so it was like.. Ok you get what I mean. But even if I had won I would have paid half too. Oh, Alden and Joel came too while we were playing after they did their shopping.

So after pool was walking back home with Alden and I realized.. CRAP! I left my EZ-Link card there. Luckily since we were still near the place (not since, even if I was at home I would still go back to grab my card) we went to get it. Thanks Alden for following me. In the end, Alden and I went to join Alex and Jerome at Anfield. Played only for around an hour and a half though. Had fun still though.

8th April - Tuesday

Yesterday was quite a screwed up day! In the morning, went to Wisma Atria to go collect my laptop. Luckily I went to Starbucks on my own to test if the problem was still there. It was pretty cool, going to Starbucks, ordering coffee and using my notebook there. I ordered the White Chocolate Mocha which was quite good. To my absolute horror, the problem was still there!! So i went back to Sony Centre and sent it back in for yet another check up.

And in the afternoon, went to Anfield to play soccer but the rain prevented us from playing. So in the end, went to Heng Guang's house to chill. Sounds cool ei. Fine not chill but Jerome and I challenged Alex in Dota. 2 v 1. Wanna guess what happened? Alex acted like a total sore loser and didn't play properly at all. Seriously Alex, you were acting like my brother!

After that Jerome and I went to meet my mum at some place near Plaza Singapura. Went for a meeting with Alex (Not Alex Yan) regarding my overseas education. I was given two new options but I think I prefer the older option which is University of St. Andrews. I may do a degree in Mathematics in the University of St. Andrews. In the whole of UK, University of St. Andrews is the third best in Mathematics so it's really quite attractive to me.

Then had dinner at Crystal Jade. It's not the Crystal Jade which serves Chinese cuisine but they serve Korean food there. It was really good especially the beef, seafood pancake, kimchi was great too and also the hot stone rice was good too.

Now on to today.

9th April - Wednesday (Today)

Today was the first day of School of Business and Accountancy Orientation Camp. Day camp to be precise. As usual, the long bus ride there was quite boring. Met Alex on the bus on the way to NP. Hmm.. It was really a good experience for me. Made quite a few friends like Johnathan and Gabriel. The group wasn't really enthusiastic yet. Hopefully tomorrow the group will be. My group is like the guys hang with the guys and the girls hang with the girls. Ok and I still find it hard to talk to girls whom I do not know. During the ending part we were in some lecture hall watching some performance and I was sitting next to a girl. I had to like take a deep breath, plan what I am going to say then say it to her. So in the end it was ok. Her name is Joanne. (I think) Oh! And they taught some dance which I really have no idea how to do. I only know the starting part of it. Oh and I feel really bad though. I was supposed to stay back after the thing but I left early. Ok but i told the camp guides. So since I didn't stay back today, I promised to stay back till 8pm tomorrow. You know what they say, never make deals with the devil! (:

Well, I left early to play soccer and so I did. Went with Jerome to Anfield. Alex having this Great Big Headache, came at only 6pm when we were supposed to meet at 4.45pm. Worst part is we have to call him to find out he will be late. I mean when you are late aren't you supposed to call the victims of your irresponsible behavior. Alex if you are reading this, next time you are late (all the times you will be late actually) please inform the victims before hand? It would be greatly appreciated by them.

Ok after soccer was the cool part. Went with Alex, Jerome, Ahzan, (If that is how it's spelt so sorry if it's wrong though) Daniel, Yong Soo, Heng Guang and Bing Hui for dinner at the Jumbo coffee shop. Was quite fun. Ate fish and chips which is definitely not as good as the one at Botak Jones!

Well, this is definitely a long post! Can't wait for tomorrow though, wonder whats installed for us. It's gonna be a long day tomorrow.

Didn't go church today.. My maid fell sick so my mum had to bring her to the doctors for some check up. Praying hard that she recovers asap. Well, slacked for quite a while.

Anyway the main highlight of my day for today was in the evening. Went out with my family to Ministry of Food. (MOF) They serve Japanese cuisine there. The food there is really good. Much better than Sakae Sushi, Genki Sushi and slightly better than Sushi Tei. The deserts look crazily attractive and they tasted nice too. Ordered Shabu Shabu with some hot bowl rice. For all those who don't know what Shabu Shabu is, it's beef slices which you have to cook yourself. The Shabu Shabu they serve here comes with some apple sauce which tastes very good. Had the Macha (Green Tea ice cream) Sundae which was really good. Ah.. What a pleasant meal.

Oh after the meal went to the departmental store where my brother got another Lego set. Don't know why he suddely have this Lego thing. Went to Cold Storage later to get some groceries too. I bought whipped cream for fun. Ok, not really for fun actually but to eat with ice cream. Ok, I got it for fun. Lol. After months of searching I finally found the Honey Dijon Kettle Chips! Bought two big bags of it!

Hopefully I'll be able to collect my laptop from Sony tomorrow with the problem fixed. Thinking back now, I feel quite agitated whenever I think about my BRAND NEW laptop screwing up!

Oh and Middlesbrough gave Manchester United hell! Not hell I suppose but a hard time and I'm quite happy that it ended in a draw. Hoped that Middlesbrough would win actually. Well, next week Newcastle is going head to head with Portsmouth!! Ah!! This sucks because I like both teams and it's sad to see them playing against each other. Haha!

My brother is getting really rude this few days and it's starting to get on my nerves. I get so pissed till the point where I pray that he'll bless me with tolerance and maturity to condone my brother's nonsense.

Last night I dreamt that I was a Digimon. How lame can that get!

Ok, today was kind of slacky. (The past 5 months of my life have been.) Played Pro Evolution and started a Manchester United team on top player mode for the fun of it. (Not that I'm a supporter of them) Ok, played it for around three hours?? I didn't even realize that three hours had passed me by. Well, didn't watch any anime today. I watch Digimon Season 2. Lame right? This shows how bored I am.

In the afternoon at around four, went with Jerome and his uncle to Depot Road to play some pool. Played 8-Ball haven't gotten a chance to play 9-Ball yet. So I was like getting thrashed by the Chua family. Jerome's uncle is more pro that Jerome so you can imagine. (Ouch!) Well, after pool went to buy the Oreo vanilla drink. It's very nice and soothing to your taste buds. Then Jerome and I went to Botak Jones to buy some food home to watch the Arsenal, Liverpool match. Bought the cheese burger thing and Jerome got fish and chips. So he came to my house and watched the match and eat at the same time.

The match was not bad. Overall quite entertaining. (For me at least) Too bad Arsenal drew with Liverpool!! Really wanted Arsenal to win. Lucas, the next Gerrard? No way!! (:

After the match just talked to Jerome about the past and everything. It's really good to just look back to a certain point in our life and just laugh at how we think in the past.

Lol. I'm typing proper english!

Hopefully I'll be able to wake up tomorrow morning for church?

alright then, today was quite fun. blogging about it on the later part of this post.

ok anyway this is the first time in my life i got stood up. ok, it's not really considered stood up cause i had 2 other friends with me. ok it was disappointing especially since i consider one of the person who stood us up to be a close friend. i won't say i'm sad la.. i'm just a little bit disappointed? lol.. some might say i'm over reacting but that's how i feel lol. ok so it's like A, B, C were supposed to join D,E and F to watch a movie. A, B and C didn't turn up but that was ok. they called us 10 minutes before the movie started to tell us which i find pretty reasonable (no sarcasm intended here, seriously) anyway, i don't really care about B and C not coming because i'm not close to them. ok i sound like a total ass but i'll still go on. lol. ok but the thing was like A called us to tell us and he was like laughing while telling us that they weren't coming. this is like one of the last times we get to go out as a 'gang' (not that kind of gang!!). ya so, i could tell that this outing didn't mean much to him but it meant quite alot to me la. i was tired after soccer and jogging but i still decided to come as this would be one of the last times we could go out together.

now on a lighter note, today was a great day in all. in the morning met alex with jerome to go jogging at queenstown. as usual they did the whole 'after jog debate routine' they do this almost all of the time after jogging together. after that we went back home and played soccer downstairs. we didn't really play soccer, we just trained together. had lots of fun with them but i just can't cross today!! gonna work on that. all this memories will definitely stay with me for a long long time, most probably forever. i can still see almost everything that happened in sabah, cambodia and in school over the past few years in my life. but i'll definitely always remember jerome crossing the ball to alex and alex failing to trap it and then they will debate again. (classic scene) really appreciate this friends that i get to spend one phase of my life with and hopefully it does not end here.

anyway after 'soccer training', showered. Alex, Jerome and I then made our way to Lido to catch be kind rewind. starting part was super lame and funny. overall it was not that bad a show. quite entertaining. actually all movies to me are entertaining with the exception of horror shows. (i dislike them and try to avoid them as much as possible but sometimes a scare does help in your life) had an early dinner after the show. Jerome and I ate subway while Alex ate fried rice. (trying consciously hard to type in proper english and start names and each sentence with capital letter) ok crap, for a moment i forgot how to spell letter. argh!! I suppose today was a great time of bonding for Jerome, Alex and I. I'm sure that we'll treasure this times in time to come.

lol.. well.. today was the same as usual.. tried to bake a banana cake after alden told me about it yesterday since i had nothing better to do. well.. turned out quite nice but abit screwed up.............................. girls are bitches.... anw... slacked again till 4 then left home for anfield again.. today was not worth it to go there. as in i hardly exercised at all. ran very little as compared to other days. abit sian la. scored 1 goal. was like monday's go just that more like nani's cause i shot at the bottom left. lol. well. ok but the hate shawn association (HSA) thing is super funny.

OH YA.. when i boarded the bus to anfield, i realised my ez link card was not inside and that i left it at the pool place at depot road yesterday... lol sucks rite.. so after soccer, went by there to get it. oh and i bought the oreo vanilla drink. it's nice but they jacked the price up.................

ok... i'm gonna state 5 reasons why girls are bitches.
1)they make use of guys alot (MANY EXAMPLES)
2)they are early game heroes (like to harrass alot)
3)they cause guys their downfalls
4)majority of the cam whores are girls.

ok maybe 4 reasons la.. this is so dumb. feeling sian now anw

just played with alex and alden warcraft. moomoo.. lol..

i make it a point to exercise everyday. so it's days like this i feel screwed up cause i didn't exercise enough and i didn't exercise after that. so it's like if i don't play soccer, i will exercise at home for 30min and if i play soccer i won't exercise at home. so it's like today didn't exercise alot then i wanna exercise at home but i reached home at 8.30pm and had dinner at 8.40pm too so i cant exercise... ok this sounds dumb...

anyway, i don't know if i'm like obsessed with exercising or what lol...... ok la not obsessed lol..

feeling tired should i stay up for the arsenal liverpool match?? lol..

today's post may seem weird because i feel emotionally confused.

ok so i'm late for this post again.

well, yesterday alex wasn't late. cause he totally didn't come at all. well alden, alex and i were supposed to go to orchard. he had to fix his specs and i had to send my vaio in for servicing. (crap right) his dad gave him an errand so he could not come. lol

hmm.. so went with alden to wisma and sent my notebook in for servicing. hopefully they find the fault man.. and the lag problem does not happen again? oh ya.. met khai dan sophia christabel qilin and wen hui at wisma. they were going to watch movie.

well walked around orchard and ended up at taka. the basement there has lots of gd food. so alden and i got tako yaki first and then thought about what to eat for lunch. well, ended up eating fish and chips. the fish is much nicer than botak jones one but the chips at botak jones are nicer. much nicer. really felt like buying churros but it costed $2.50 and for just fried dough with sugar and cinnamon, it really isn't that worth it. but i can hardly find it in singapore. ok after lunch tried finding khai dan they all but they were watching the movie already so we went to depot road to play pool.

was really off form yesterday. i only played well for around 7 turns before i went back to my earlier form. yea so basically that was it for yesterday.

ok this post is 1 day late. i am writing it now but im gonna set the date posted to yesterday with some random time.

well yesterday was a great day actually. ok.. maybe not that great but not bad. well the day started off as usual. waking up late, slacking after bathing, watching tv, playing ps3, was still trying to fix my laptop yesterday but to no avail.. wth.. i just bought it la. OH YA! i started watching DIGIMON SEASON 2! LOL. lame right. just trying to enjoy the past. lol. i used to love it.

well left home at 4.15 to go to anfield! but guess what? alex said be there at 445. i reached at 440 la. i always try to reach a place 5 min early to don't screw people's lives up. but alex reached there at 5.15.. cool right. he's always late. anw yesterday may not have been his fault (so he says) BUT late is still late. up till now he's wasted more than 24 hours of my life BY BEING LATE! no one has ever been so late.. except my father la.. he's worse than alex. lol. sadly. lucky the 2 korean boys came and brought their ball so we just started kicking around while waiting for alex and alden to come. ok really clicked quite well with alden yesterday. our passes with each other really connected very well. there was this once he passed to me then i back heeled. ok it failed by abit. the ball was abit too ahead but it was really close to executing a brilliant move like those u see man u doing. really cool. ok scored 1 goal yesterday. finish wasn't that great but i really like the set up for it. the ball came from a throw in. alden passed the ball to me. did u watch the man u liverpool match where nani scored. he cut super well then went for the bottom left? yea i did something like that just that my shot landed on the top part of the net. the shot wasn't hard either but it dipped so i guess it made up for the lack of power. really gotta start working on my shot power. and sorry alden for kicking the ball to ur face man.. unintentional. OH some buddha boy came too. he's quite fat hence alot of ppl made fun of him. i really pity him man.. i hope he does not let the insults affect him.. hope he is christian too. anw tried doing the move i've been practicing with alex. the one where i cross the ball from the right side to the left. my crosses are quite ok but it's just not meant for alex as in i either kick it abit too front of him or just at him. ok, my passes are ok too just that i can't judge the pace of the person receiving the pass hence it's either too front or too slow. lol.

well at night played warcraft with alden. played some defiance open rpg thing. was quite fun but alden disconnected halfway and did not save the character so u can imagine.. lol. well gonna blog again later about today.

catch you soon!

ok.. from now on i'm gonna put the actual time and date that i blog so yea.

right now there is like this cold war in my family. my mum and i against my father. ok i have not talked to my father since i went to alden's house that day which means it has been 3 days?? lol. really got nothing to say to him at all.

well today has really been a sugary day. consumed alot of sugar stuff today like soya bean (4 cups), chin chow, tao hui, rum rasin ice cream. lol.

anw at night went to tiong with my mum and brother. sent my grand ma back on the way. tiong now has subway, ajisen, tcc coming up. cool ei.. they need to upgrade the cinema though. it's quite outdated compated to cathay and vivo those kind. lol. gonna start going church next week already HOPEFULLY! :)

this is like those mornings where you wake up from a dream and you feel super... err how to put it... love sick?? lol

ok this post shall be about the day before yesterday and yesterday which was a thursday and friday. as i said earlier i ended up going to alden's house to stay. it was a fun time of catching up with him. we did crazy stuff la. ok played winning eleven with him the ps2 version and it was quite fun. that version is super easy to dribble past or chip over keeper so it was fun. then later we ended up playing x-hero siege. we completed the whole game but there was some glitch like we started with 100k gold? lol so we could buy alot of items at the start. but we completed it la in the end. after the game alden was like "lincoln, you want to climb the roof or not? seriously". i went like what the hell la but we still did it in the end. the view was very very nice. we could see alot of stars and it was a nice view. and also the climbing down part was hard. i dirtied my shirt abit la. lol. after that slept la was quite tired if i remember correctly.

ok i'm seriously pissed off at my father la... most of the readers here already know why so i don't have to explain it here but seriously my mum and i treat my maid like family so he should honestly not treat her the way he did. utterly no respect and i'm utterly disgusted. the worst part is i talked to him nicely at first then he lost his cool but he did not shout la but i could tell he really lost his cool. he has too much pride. way too much.

ok today was not bad a day. quite good actually. morning just slacked about at home and at 12 plus alex and heng guang came over. played pro evolution with heng guang. then later went to play pool at depot road with sheng wei too. played not bad today. did some nice shots. alden came late for pool though but he still came. then took a cab to dover for soccer at heng guang's place. was really great.

ok. the first part was fun. i really sweated alot which meant that i ran alot. i guess what alex said is true la that i'm naturally defensive but i can attack too but that is because everyone else goes up and no one defends. up till now i still haven't found my best position but i'm guessing it should be right midfield, central midfield, right back and i'm not sure of this yet but support striker haven't really explored playing that position yet. there are many things i like about playing at heng guang's place. there are many nice people there gabriel, yong tsu (if that is how it's spelt, i don't know), daniel, heng guang, alex (all these are the regulars who play there la most stay in that dover area). really fun people to play with. i like it when people i know like alden, mok (when he does not mess too much) play too! i also like the court. it appears small when there are people playing in it but actually it's quite big. i saw it myself earlier when it was rather empty. stuff i don't like about playing there is when people keep saying no goal no goal when it was a goal. really gets on my nerves sometimes. well sometimes when we have to wait to play i don't really like it.

the better part was later when feng yuan and his friends came. ppl who came were chuan hao, kenneth yip, brandon, daryl and some people i do not know. but they were not bad. it was really a good match for me though. we played whoever reach 3 goals first. so first they scored then we scored then they scored again then we scored so it was like 2-2. then i scored the last goal it was a good goal cause i scored at the bottom left from like half of a half from the right side. i'm happy with myself for that. i almost celebrated la. i like ran after i scored but decided not to in the end. i really wanted to win that match. it's like those matches where u can't lose that kind so you can imagine how i felt. after that walked to the ac bus stop with alden and jun jer who was walking the same way. i felt really happy when alden and jun jer recognized my effort in the game when alden said i played like the team captain and that my goal was very nice and jun jer agreed with alden because i kept running up to attack and back to defend. well it really felt good to have ur efforts recognized by your friends so people, encourage ur friends as much as you can whenever you can. try la. it's easier to dao than to encourage. lol.

ok i played soccer for like around 4 and a half hours? really tired. when i went home after dinner, called jerome and he and his cousins went downstairs to play soccer so i brought my brother down along too and some other neighbours came as well so we could play a match. played from 8.30 to close to 10? really couldn't do much i was exhausted from such a long day already but it was fun la. i realize when u really feel the pinch from your fatigue, you will seriously under perform alot like you can't shoot properly ur passes will be screwed. everything justs becomes damn screwed up and it is very different from when you have energy. lol. you can't even dribble for nuts. lol. really really tired now. hopefully i can wake up for the morning service tomorrow and go there with my family (excluding my father he does not go church).

ok this is super abrupt. i am at like alden's house now and i'm staying over. lol. here's how it went. i quarreled with my father and it's really not my fault. he has absolutely no respect for other people and i shall elaborate on that tomorrow. even my mum agrees! so just played winning eleven with alden and now don't know what we're gonna do. use the com i guess. haha. really super pissed off with my dad. it's been a long time since my last break down with him. my last was like in secondary two or three? well, i guess things happen for a reason. i've been praying for him like everytime but nothings happening. seriously i hate waiting for things to happen! sian.. gonna blog tomorrow la and cut my hair too! seeya !

why is it whenever it comes to all this technology stuff ah i'm damn damn unlucky? there's always something wrong whenever i buy a handphone, cd, and now it's my laptop.. i just got it like a few days ago and now it has so many problems.. seriously sucks man.. and can't find out what the freaking problem is. it's really damn damn irritating. freaking freaking irritating.

well.. yesterday was quite fun. alden and alex came over to stay over again. lol. played lots of games with them and jerome too. played pro evolution, dota, xhero, moo moo, more moo moo, rainbow six. slept really late yesterday like at 5am? or maybe 4.30am? but well, had fun so it's ok and school is gonna start soon too. slept for around 4 hours only . woke up at around 9 something. then played moomoo and dota again after that.

after that, played soccer downstairs. actually we did not intend to play la but just kick the ball around and practice but some other ppl came 1hour after we played. i was running alot and it's really damn tiring. i practiced crossing to alex and alex will trap and also lots of 1 touch passing. was fun but as i said earlier, tiring. after that some other ppl came so we played. wa alex and i played very well initially lots of good passes to each other like arsenal like that. but i was too tired to play properly after that already. lol. we went to library after that alex borrowed some books, jerome at some food, and i drank some drinks. lol.

hmm.. i've done some research on universities in U.K. and if i go to that one that i'm going which is University of St. Andrews, it is 4th place in the U.K. just below oxford, cambridge and imperial college. quite cool going to such a gd school.

OK wAIT back to yesterday morning! Alex and i went to np to do our laptops and me not knowing that i should not bring another laptop for servicing, naively brought it there expected everything to go on as smoothly as last time. but NO! second day in NP and i'm labeled a cheat, thief, stealer, bad person, dishonest. cool right. i serviced my old laptop before already in NP so i brought my new one for servicing too. so they think i'm trying to steal their software and use it for my own purpose. it's really damn screwed up la, i seriously did not know i was supposed to do that. but well the other laptop is reformatted already so all the stuff is gone already. worse thing is i gotta go there again to install all the programs and stuff and BRING THE OLDER LAPTOP TO VERIFY THAT I DID NOT STEAL! what an auspicious way to start the school year.

hmm... yesterday was quite a good day. went to church in the morning with my family. service was very gd.i felt different walking out of church. then went to clementi to eat lunch. lol. then my mum went for some appointment, my dad and brother went to isetan and i went to my uncles house. he has a ps3 so i played pro evolution with him. he's not bad already compared to the last time i played with him which was during christmas. it was fun catching up with him and his family. went home and watched the liverpool man u match! nothing to say bout that match just that mascherano is abit dumb... oh and nani's goal was not bad. surprisingly, i watched the match with my father and i was not pissed off. lol

ok tomorrow alden and alex shld be staying over so it's gonna be cool.

yea & i really got to start changing.

ok today was not bad overall. alex new laptop which is less than 1 week old screwed up big time!! :D COOL EI!!!JUST KIDDING. "i must uninstall hamachi. make my com got problem" BULLSHIT LA! well, he reformated the com so he installed fm, warcraft and hamachi. lol. well, now we both gotta go back to np to install the stuff for the laptops.

Highligh of the day, i got a new laptop. as in a Brand New laptop! it's super cool. well but it came at a high price though. i bought it at $3999 which in other words, is 4k.. lol paying half of it. but my mum keeps rejecting my offer. haha. got it from funan. well it is a sony vaio. the higher end model.

hmm gonna sleep earlier today so that i will be able to join my mum for adult service tml. well.. she's gonna drive there! so it's cool.

well, it's been a pretty crazy week! ok firstly on wednesday alex and alden stayed over. was crazy. we went to play pool with jerome too (he's my neighbour) in the evening till 9plus. then when we reached home, played warcraft. dotaed first with jerome too. was fun. then played moo moo and td too. gem td is fun! it was basically just a great time of catching up with all of them and hopefully we get to do it again. "watched" the matches, man u vs bolton & chelsea vs spurszzz!! ZZZZZZZZZZZ!! ALEX KEPT CHANGING THE CHANNELS REALLY DAMN SIAN! and he said "man u that match will be goals galore" and cant remember what he said bout the spurs match. he's full of crap la. the next day man u 2 - bolton 0 & WORST OF ALL CHELSEA 4 and SPURS 4!! MISSED A FREAKINNG GOOD MATCHHHHHH!! well then after that justin came over to borrow ninja gaiden for the ps3. played rainbow six vegas with him. just like last time like that. lol. great catching up with him too! hopefully i get to meet all my friends that i've not seen for a long time!

OK MY LAPTOP SERIOUSLY SUCKS! even warcraft has choppy graphics on it!!....... SIANZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!

school's gonna start soon. looking forward to it! i really wanna make new friends and not stick to the old ones that i know. hard to explain. of course i'll still be friends with the current friends la. duh.

ok.. lol been pretty busy doing stuff. been warcrafting with alden every night till like 2am++? been crazy and fun catching up with him!!

today's family day. went out with my family today. went to coca for lunch to celebrate my grand ma's birthday. was really nice. then my bro and i went to isetan to get some stuff. then we went to holland v to go and eat hagen daz if that's how you spell it. lol. blog later i guess.

lol. ok today was a great day. went to wen zhao's house in the morning and it was just a great time of catching up with each other. it's been a long time since we've seen each other too so it was just nice to see him again. well he has shifted house and now stays on the 37th floor so it's super windy up there. and his house looks very nice now. even the stove does not require fire. lol. cool ei! watched bleach 164 there too. played dota on zion with other ppl and we totally owned the other ppl. haha. then went home and just slacked before meeting jerome to watch spiderwick chronicles at tiong baruh. not a bad show. it's very nice but it's quite predictable but still a nice show. i give it 4/5! lol. what a day today.

today was a slacky day. slacky but fun. lol.ok still sick with throat infection and not knowing that doughnuts are fried and thinking they are baked, i ate 3 of them. now my throat is gonna get worse and it's already pain enough. praying that God heals me. drank super lot of water to try to negate the effect of it and hope it works. well, played pool with jerome in the evening and yes, don't need to guess. i got thrashed. but what i'm pissed off at is that i aim properly everything is set but the ball still does not go in. gotta find the cause of it and fix it.

ON TO THE BEST PART OF THE DAY. THE MAN U & PORTSMOUTH. man u lost 1-0. funny part was that kuszczak their only keeper for that match got sent off. and ferdinand replaced him. how lame could that get. anyway i'm not a supporter of any of the big 4 and here are the reasons why.

Liverpool- too many supporters especially after 2005! i dare say some of them are fake. (don't be offended if u are a liverpool fan, i'm sure u are a true fan) ESPECIALLY ALL THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW TORRES BEFORE HE JOINED LIVERPOOL. i didnt watch soccer then,so i didn't know alot of players. lol. but he is a good player.

Chealsea- THEY SUCK! buy all the good players but still so sucky!and cause matthew supports them makes it easier to hate them.

ManU- i like their players & manager but i just don't know why i got this thing against them. i like watching them lose to the underdogs. lol.

Arsenal- i don't mind them. actually i feel neutral towards them. just don't feel like supporting them.

ok... basically i just enjoy watching the big 4 lose to the underdogs. fun to watch. anyway time to watch newcastle be owned by liverpool.. lol!

ok, today's going to be another ranting session. if you don't wanna see then don't.

i seriously hate him man. he's supposed to be a father but he's screwed up. all he does is break the family up even if he does it unintentionally. seriously, ok first let me describe his character. he is lazy, hypocritical, irritating, arrogant, chauvanistic, egoistic, self absorbed, big talker and the thing which pisses me off the most is he can't practice what he preaches.

let me start with lazy. now that he's without a job he wastes away at home almost everyday. he often talks about 'opportunities' through friends. but i really have no idea if he really does have any true friends at all. he also sees gambling as an income. he buys 4d, toto and bets on soccer on a almost weekly basis spending at least on an average, $200+ a week. he is incomeless FYI and this really pisses me off especially after seeing how hard my mum works. GET A LIFE! LITERALLY!

hypocritical- PLEASE GO STRAIGHT TO THE DAMN POINT! especially if u want something. He says "Lincoln, what is your notebook for? can i borrow it because my OWN (which my mum paid for) notebook got very little battery life and i want to type in my room" when this is his actual intention "Lincoln, land me your notebook because i am too lazy to unplug my notebook from outside and put it back after using it." I can see ur motives and thoughts too well especially after living with you for 16+ years. well anyway my reply to him was "my laptop also no battery life. only last 1 hour"

now on to irritating. sometimes he really talks alot of crap. he talks about saving money all day! DON'T GET ME WRONG! SAVING MONEY IS A GOOD HABIT AND ONE THAT WE SHOULD ALL PRACTICE! in the afternoon, he will be like off the light electricity is more expensive now. i really think it's alright if any other human says it. I hate him for saying this when i look at how much he spends on gambling and all his other shit. if u save on ur gambling and other shit, you'll definitely save much more than turning off the damn light. "the wind is windy, you might want to turn off the fan" is another one of his favourites nowadays and it is really pissing me off.

arrogant, chauvanistic, egoistic, self absorbed, big talker are all linked into one. to have either one of those flaws, you are bound to have the other. his arrogance really pisses me off. he honestly talks very proudly. he will often try to make himself seem powerful and high up in front of others. like during chinese new year, he will tell ppl i'm working in mediacorp working on some project. A DAMN NICE WAY OF PUTTING IT HUH! when ppl hear this they must think WAH EARN SO MUCH AH! but they don't know the truth la of course. this links to big talker as well. lol. ok let me start on his self absorbification and how it leads to even more big talking. he thinks he is damn handsome and young which i find utterly disgusting for a person who is supposed to be mature. he will often ask my brother who is the most handsome of us all (refering to my brother, him and i) bo liao right? and when people call him uncle, he will say just call me brother will do. ppl usually think he is joking but he actually means it (some part of him does) dumb right? and whenever he gets a freaking pimple, he will purposely emphasise on it to prove the point that he is young.. seriously nothing better to do. his egoism and chauvanisticness can be seen when he treats my mum like dirt. i can tell that there is no love between them anymore and that my mum is only keeping this marriage for the sake of my brother and i and he is only keeping it because my mum is the only person who can & will support him. thats why he always expects my mum to give him money, pay for bill, debts, ect. it really disgusts me for a husband to treat his wife this way. i mean it may not seem as bad as physical abuse but to me it's around the same level.

well you might think, lincoln, what's the point of typing this? well it definitely helps me to feel better. i don't feel comfortable telling my friends about this so i won't relate to them about this directly. and only 2 of my closests friends know my blog so i feel comfortable typing such things. well, yet another ranting session.

on to today. today was a really mixed day. i guess the sickness is still there so it affected the mood. was supposed to go for some it fair but in the end, went to tiong with alden and shengwei. got my laptop bag and a mouse for my father............................ ate burger king which i definitely regret. bad for my throat. went to safra to play pool. well i really suck at it now. all of my losses except one of them was caused by me hitting the white ball in after the black. well, my skill really sucks now. well.. pretty tired now. see ya!

well.. hopefully my laptop isn't screwed up but i get the feeling that there is something wrong with it. well. today's been a really tiring day. i guess the fever has taken it's toll on me. still feeling pretty sick right now. alex & alden were supposed to stay over today.. but i was sick. sorry guys. hmm went to orchard to see dr. cheong and got that medicine that makes my lips dry again. but i only have to go with that for 6 more weeks so i guess i gotta peservere. hmm.. hopefully i would feel better by tomorrow so i will be able to go for the it fair thing.

well, don't really understand what to do about the poly forms but at least i've filled up the form E which deadline is on the 10th of march. well.. hmm.. you know just 2 years ago, i would have never expected my spiritual walk to be in this state. lol. well, guess life is really unpredictable so you gotta live each day as ur last? well, easier said than done but that's one thing i'm gonna try doing. well, glad to see my father is still putting in abit of effort into seeking for an income. i just pray that he will accept christ as his Lord and Saviour. but it's hard to reach out to him.

i've been trying to imagine what life in scotland would be like, and to be honest, it's hard to imagine. lol. i gotta do everything on my own. stuff like ironing ect. well, i've been pretty worried about my mum too. she seriously has been overworking herself and i seriously think she should not as it's very health harming. and she has started driving to work and she is a new driver so i'm quite worried about that too but i'm gonna commit that to God as well.

well, i seroiusly have to start giving thanks to God too. ok today i wanna thank God for showing me what great friends i have. i realised that i've not too many true friends. my only true friends i have right now are jerome, alex, alden. i mean i know we will be there for each other no matter what. whereas for my other friends, my relationship with them is based on meeting up. like if we don't meet/talk we won't be as close. well.. lol. pray for me whoever reads this yea? that i will be healed of my illness.

ok.. today was not that bad a day. went to queensway at noon to get alden's soccer shoe and jerome's tennis racket. then went to NP to play soccer. NP is not say far from my house, just that it's not near either and i'll be going there for at least 4 months so.. hmm..

soccer was ok. i seriously need to improve but i'm not that hungry for improvment as in i don't feel that it is a neccesity. well, i guess i spent more time sitting than playing, but played quite alot. there were really alot of people there at the later part of the day so went home first.

hmm... life's been pretty slack for the past few months! past 5 months actually! never really had that long a holiday in my life. nowadays i find it hard to get up early. that also means, for the past 5 months, i went to chuch less than 4 times which is bad when i think about it now. not to say that i'm not interested in going back it's just that when you don't see eye to eye with your leader, it makes it harder to go back. and no, this is definitely not about pride. well.. maybe i should just switch church.

well come to think of it, it has been a long time since i used my hands to do some writing. NP life will definitely be different from fairfield life though.

didn't go to church again yesterday. i keep giving myself excuses not to go. i know it's wrong but i've been doing this since sec3 so it feels normal now. it always happens like this. the day before i feel like going then on the day itself i'll be like sian.. then i end up not going. anyway i'm gonna try to go next week or i'll break the twice a month deal with uncle shijiang.. weird right.. i gotta call my cell leader uncle.. i have no idea why too. they just make us do that.

anyway yesterday was just a great day of catching up with kenneth, tai li and timothy. it's hard to imagine how close i was with them just a few years ago and how much i've drifted apart from them over this few years. i guess this is the result of not going to church for a long long time. well, ended up playing pool and lan with them. it was a crazy night though. we finished playing lan at like 9.30 so we couldn't find a place to eat at paradiz. so we ended up going back to plaza sing to grab a bite at burger king which was still open. really had a great time with them today and i'm looking forward to my next outing with them.

feelings towards my dad are still the same. he never fails to piss me off once a day. i mean if you got hands then use it. i'm not petty about helping him. it's just that he is really very lazy and inconsiderate. will illustrate on it soon hopefully with some pictures too.

hmm... today has not really been a fruitful day at all. whoever sees this better not tell anyone about this la.. so today.. my dad talked to my mum about selling the flat and shifting. like since they only paid very cheap for this house at the point in time where they bought it they will profit alot and my mum says she will have no problem funding my education in scotland? lol. but i'm gonna bet she's not gonna get a cent of it due to some idiot i'd hate to but have no choice but to call my father. the moment my mum told me of this i knew it's gonna be one of her biggest mistakes in her life. i really don't care whether or not who gets the money. it's just that the process and the hypocrisy behind it. i am more or less sure what is going through my father's mind.. i mean he's like gonna quit his job again with no spare job.. what the heck right. and he's gonna freeload on my mum again. i mean families go through bad and good times together but during his good times he's never here with us and only during the bad times he comes back for help.. i mean u may think i'm just a 16+ year old coming 17 this year teenager what do i know and who am i to talk about him like this.. but i've been seeing this crap for the past few years of my life and it's not really a pleasant sight and i don't intend to see it again. well.. i guess he is like this cause of his relationship with God? (actually there's no relationship with God at all, from my perspective) He is seriously too arrogant to humble himself down before God (again, who am i to say this.. just ranting) He thinks he's the best he refuses to be realistic and be down to earth and he's seriously starting to piss me off big time. i really pity my mum who works so hard (leaves home at 6.30 and reaches home at 11 on an average basis) and yet has to go through what she's going through. i mean now since he's got no income who's gonna pay the bills? who pays for my brother's tuition fees. even in his good times when he was doing well, it was my mum paying for my brother's and my education. i dare say that my mum contributed 100% to my education in terms of finance and time. all he ever did was give some pet talks which never seem to work and all he does is claim the credit. HERE's an example! when i got my o level results, which was not bad at all l1r5, 11, he was so proud about it and he attributed my success to his talks about getting my basics right? thats utter bullshit. it's through God and hard work. especially during chinese new year he would show off and show off to my other aunties and uncles about my grades and there's nothing i can do about it? worse thing is he seriously has this I-AM-BETTER-THAN-EVERYONE complex. i can seriously see it from the way he talks. he's really really getting on my nerves especially since the start of this year. i pray every night that he changes to be a better person and he treats my mom better. WELL, HE DID & GUESS WHY. CAUSE HE NEEDED CASH. i feel like giving up on praying for him cause it never seems to work. i feel that praying for him is a lost cause already.

ok.. that was long.. lol.. ranted enough. well today i finally learnt how to make lime juice? as in the really nice one. hahaha. can't go to gameslab tomorrow cause of some appointment. well.. i really don't feel synchronised with God at all. i'm like super distant. i have no idea how i have drifted this far from God. i remember being very close to Him in the past but now.. it's like a whole new story. whenever i go back to church and all, my relationship with my family goes bad. i mean it's like whenever i try to go back to God the devil tries very hard to take me down. and this has happened many many times already. but i don't think thats the thing keeping me away from God.

anyway.. schools gonna start soon. business studies @np.. don't really know how i'm feeling about it. neutral i guess. but i really wanna go to scotland to study cause i really wanna get away from Singapore for awhile. i mean i've got some really great friends here but there's so little worth staying here for. and it's really a great experience and opportunity to be able to go there. haha.. well what a long post today.. longest i've ever typed i think.

cruisers are nicer than breezers!! anw.. long day today ok not that long.. completed devil may cry 4 today.. yea its quite easy, fun too. anw went to eat botak jones then played pool at depot road. the botak burger is really nice and the serving is quite big. lol. went to play soccer at dover after that. well... alex and alden shouted outside my house damn loudly. quarreling. never seend alden like that before.. lol. bused back home. well my walk with God for the past year has be damn weak. hardly go to church. well.. its hard to get it back on track. seriously hate my father. as in not hate. i love him just that i really don't like his character.. but well, who am i to judge. lol.

is it that hard to let me say sorry? what the hell man.. anw got devil may cry 4 today compliments of my mum. went to clementi yamaha to look at some music stuff. got some sale there. today sucked. didnt go church. supposed to meet kenneth they all but ended up not going.. sian..