Something about goodbye always makes me sad

Hey there, if you're Sam then great :) If not, great still!

Sammy.. I love you darling. I know things ain't gonna be the way we want them to be for awhile, no more skyping at least not till the weekends which I'm excited for :) and like just seeing much less of each other which isn't going to be pleasant. I'm gonna be missing you this


























much! (HAHA not like that can illustrate how much I miss you..) I love you Sam, and take care of yourself. Through this I know we'll end up growing stronger and I know for a fact that we'll make through this and in my heart, I know we've already made it through and it's only gonna be a matter of time till we have and I can't wait for that day! :) I know things won't be easy initially and it'll take some getting used to but you'll get and remember to pray and do your quiet time yea, it'll definitely be helping you. Sam, I love you and take care of yourself yea, God bless you baby! And you'll call me tonight! :D

When the going gets tough, look to Jesus :) I love you Sam!

Hallelujah! By Your grace, I am healed! Amen! :D

I've seen many different kinds of men in life and I in actuality I think I've got a high chance of being someone I do not want to be, someone arrogant and who thinks highly of oneself. I've seen many characters like that in life and I detest them. I know it's wrong for me to detest them and I shouldn't. Ok but in all honesty I think there's a possibility that I might become like that but thank God! I trust that by His Grace I'll end up a better man. Honestly right now I'm still a boy, no denying that I would say that I'm really immature or not matured yet. Haha yea, but thank God for all He has done in my life. I know it's pretty much wrong to say this since we're under Grace but I'm a bad example of a Christian. My commitment level is low and I don't put in much effort in building my relationship either but thank God I'm under Grace and that all is well. No, I shouldn't be doing what I'm doing but in a way I guess that's what Grace is about. I'll be taking things in my stride and obviously by knowing more of the Truth more blessings will flow.

Today's sermon was powerful, here's something quite interesting. For non-believers, supernatural healing comes from the outside in but for us believers, healing comes from the inside out cause the spirit is inside us. Often healing doesn't come due to 'blockages', maybe cause some are under the lie of condemnation or something like that but the moment we're under Grace and we don't go by our efforts, wow man! The blessings start flowing, no more poverty, healing, favour, so much more! :) Thanks God for your Grace, I'd be going to hell if it wasn't for that.

I'm gonna updating this blog again but I guess secretly so if you decide to check it again, nice one. HAHA :)

Yea, just went out with Jerome and Alex. Those 2 are really 2 awesome friends, really don't know what I'd do without them. Wow, 1 year has zoomed by so so quickly. The past year so much has happened. Yea anyway, feeling quite weird now like I think I feel abit like bleh.

Thank God for all that I've been blessed with. Really I love God!! Woohoo! HAHA :P Continue updating more soon :)

This is the new address to my blog!

http://somewhereapril.livejournal.com

Clockwatching

I think I'm gonna change my blog soon. Anyway, I read this book about the Holy Communion and it was a really enlightening experience for me. The thought that Jesus is all I ever need is seriously out of this world. I mean how can all my needs be satisfied through just one man. But seriously, when I've fully accepted the fact that in this life all I'll ever be needing is Jesus then I'll definitely be a much happier person (not that I'm not happy now). I know that when my life is Jesus centered and when I'm grace conscious I do not have to worry about anything else and everything will fall into place.

I have so much to thank God for, he's blessed me so much my whole life that most of the time I just take Him for granted and each blessing becomes something I expect, something normal. I need God.

Pancakes

Alright let's see. It's gonna be 1 week since I came back from Singapore but it definitely feels much shorter! I don't know, time seems to pass really fast. School is starting tomorrow, I sure wish holidays could've been longer.

Yes, procrastination something most of us are guilty off. You know how is it that there's something in your life that must be done but you still do nothing about it? Yea.. Anyway there's something in my life that I must really do but I'm still doing nothing about it. I was supposed to do this like about 3 years ago already!! Haha, alright I better do some homework now! Seeya

CHECK THE NUMBER 1 OUT!

Oh anyway, I'm back in Australia already. Haha, having holidays from now till 27th. Hopefully I'll have enough discipline to catch up on my work. Anyway, it's Authum here already and it's really nice. OH OH LIVERPOOL - ARSENAL!! 4-4!! HAHA!! NICE!! ALEXXX!!!!!

The Middle

Oh shit, I'm feeling sick. It sucks to feel sick.

Anyway, I'm going back to Melbourne today. Yeap, 1 week plus just passed by like that. It's quite hard to imagine how fast time can pass by. I definitely had lots of fun in Singapore playing soccer, world tour and lots of other stuff. I'm feeling pretty jaded having to go back to Melbourne in the sense that it's like the "Oh, I'm going back to Melbourne. Whatever." feeling. You get it? Friends and family will definitely be missed. Sometimes I so used to the fact that I miss some people that it feels like I don't miss them at all which is kind of bad.

Err, Ok I still have some stuff left to back! Seeya real soon!

I MISS YOU

I'm in Singapore but it doesn't exactly feel nice and all. I'm having this jaded feeling. I'm so happy to finally meet my family in such a long time! I seriously miss everyone of them!! Wow, it's like 9.15pm in Australia now. Let's see what did I do today.. Nothing much actually, I'm gonna go out later though. OH OH OH I GOT GUITAR HERO WORLD TOUR!! DAMN NICE!! Let's see I'm either leaving on the 18th or the 24th, still not decided yet though.

I hope there's stuff to do tomorrow, hopefully soccer or some other shit. I GOT SO MUCH STUFF TO BUY REAL SOON. HAHA, I'm sort of missing Melbourne for the weather. Hot is fine, hot and humid is not fine! Singapore is so so humid! Anyway the KFC here kicks the KFC in Australia. HAhaha!!

Coldplay!!

Wow, God really blessed me in my Chemistry test today. I think I'm gonna do quite well eventually. And there's only Math 2 left tomorrow which thankfully isn't counted in my final grade. Yea, after that I'm going back to Singapore like at the night. The days are just passing by so quickly. I remember leaving Singapore like early February and suddenly 2 months just passed my by like that. Time really moves fast especially when you're enjoying yourself.

Oh well, life's like that I guess. Anyways, I'm looking forward to going back to Singapore!!

Dark blue

HAHAHA GOOD MORNING!

Err, I just had Literature test yesterday. There's still Chemistry then Math 2 tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. After that I'm going back home! I'm really looking forward to going back home, there's really so much I wanna do. Ok, anyway I'm not really prepared for Chemistry. It's so scary, the covalent shit and shape of the bonds. I'm sort of screwed if I go in right now but thank God for today cause I've got a free day to catch up.

It's been getting really cold and RAINY in Melbourne the past few days and it's not even winter yet! Can't imagine what it would be like during winter. Haha, I hope it does snow during winter even though it most probably won't.

Off to breakfast soon, seeya real soon!

Better than life

Shucks Literature test is tomorrow! Literature is seriously not my thing at all. Let's see if I can remember all the techniques that I've to remember. There is connotation, metaphor, simile, juxtaposition, enjambment. Haha, I can't remember the rest which are actually personification and symbolism. Thank God for God if not I'll be so dead tomorrow. I do believe I can do well through the grace of God. Sounds really lazy I know but I'm studying for it too! Haha, the thing I'm worried about the most is Chemistry which is on Wednesday. I think I've got alot of catching up to do. Anyway I'm going back to my work now, seeya!

Math..

Math test is tomorrow! I think I'm ready for it. I've been doing a fair bit of preparation for it already. After tomorrow there will still be Literature, Chemistry and Math 2. Back in Singapore so so soon!!

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DID YOU KNOW THAT BLINK 182 IS COMING BACK TOGETHER??!?!?!?!? YEA!!!!

I love those Wednesdays where I don't have lab because this means that I only have one class that day! Cool right? This happens every alternate Wednesday! Haha, school has been pretty much the same. Maths exam is on Saturday so I still have some stuff to prepare. Chemistry is crap but I still love it.

I've switched to mac finally!! It's definitely more fun than windows! Oh well, gonna try to study again! Seeya!!!!

All those nights

Yea, I've been studying more of late so thank God for that. I know it's not the best I can do though, there's so much more I can do so I'll stop blogging here and start studying now!

Mondays.

My room is in a total mess as of now! There's like papers and stuff everywhere. I have to clear them up asap. Well, exams are coming in a matter of days and I'm only prepared for like half of them which brings me to something called literature. There's a reason why I didn't take literature in secondary school but now it's a compulsory subject so I'm stuck with it! Literature is just so complicated. You have to think in so deeply, explore every possibility. It's so exhausting!

Did I mention that my hard drive has crashed? It like makes this weird noise when I plug it in. I've given up trying to fix it. Hopefully it'll fix itself like it did the last time. Wow, I'm going back to Singapore so so soon. I'm really starting to look forward to it. It's gonna be so nice returning to familiar territory, back to family, friends and good food. Hah, when I'm back in Singapore I'm gonna switch to start using mac! It's quite cool. Oh and now my mac is full of pictures of ppl camwhoring. Maybe I'll upload some next time. Haha.

When I look back 1 year ago I go like wow, so much has changed..

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Hey! It's always nice to go to church. It's like even though I may not absorb 100% of what is taught I always manage to leave feeling nice. God is really so amazing. How can someone hold so much grace? I mean it's not easy to forgive but God forgives everything. Amazing huh.

Oh well, you know there has been this strange rashes on my neck and it's very very irritating. God please take it away?!?!?! PLEASE?? :):):)

There's so much I have to commit to God but I just don't. I know it's bad but God isn't like the number 1 priority in my life? Like when something happens the first thing that would come to my mind is how to solve it, not to commit it to God. Bad bad bad. Another thing about me is that I'm so ungrateful towards God. I take him for granted so so much. When He solves my problems I go hallelujah and after that in my heart I go whatever. The best/worst part is that His love for us will never change. Amazing!

I enjoy being in a small church. It's like everyone knows each other and you can feel that everyone is tightly knit together. Of course being in a big church is good too but oh well, just my personal preference.

HAHAHAHA, to Alden, Alex, Grace & JC!!! CELIBACY FTW!!!!!!! :D:D

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Hey! Pray for me? Yea pray for my studies k? I seriously need all the prayer I can get.

Anyway church was pretty good today. Yeap, that's all for now.

Amber pacific

Ahhh, Math 1 seriously sucks! I have so much to catch up with. This really sucks, I'm like gonna pay attention in all lectures from now on. Most of the time it's not that I don't wanna listen in lecture but it's just that I keep falling asleep. I guess you could relate that to a lack of discipline. Oh well, I'm pretty lost in Math 1. There's Chemistry lecture later and it the Chemistry lectures seriously suck. It's like you can't help but fall asleep. Even mints can't keep you awake there.

Well, at least there's OCF to look forward to later. OCF is like this weekly church bible study thing. That's one thing to look forward to. Which reminds me, I've yet to prepare for bible study later. Haha, it's always nice to know that Grace is undeserved. I mean it's times when life is like crap where you see yourself for who you are really are.

Back to studies, I really have to start working hard. I'm not good at humanities and here I am taking so many of them. I have History of Ideas, English which consists of literature and some other crap. There's drama also! OH SHUCKSS, I screwed up my mime yesterday. I only got 7.5/10 and everyone else got like 8+, some even 9. Luckily it's not graded this time. Next time I'll prepare harder.

You know, I've sort of forgotten what it's like to be in Singapore already. I've grown so accustomed to the life over here. Can't wait to go back to Singapore though!