Something about goodbye always makes me sad

Hey there, if you're Sam then great :) If not, great still!

Sammy.. I love you darling. I know things ain't gonna be the way we want them to be for awhile, no more skyping at least not till the weekends which I'm excited for :) and like just seeing much less of each other which isn't going to be pleasant. I'm gonna be missing you this


























much! (HAHA not like that can illustrate how much I miss you..) I love you Sam, and take care of yourself. Through this I know we'll end up growing stronger and I know for a fact that we'll make through this and in my heart, I know we've already made it through and it's only gonna be a matter of time till we have and I can't wait for that day! :) I know things won't be easy initially and it'll take some getting used to but you'll get and remember to pray and do your quiet time yea, it'll definitely be helping you. Sam, I love you and take care of yourself yea, God bless you baby! And you'll call me tonight! :D

When the going gets tough, look to Jesus :) I love you Sam!

Hallelujah! By Your grace, I am healed! Amen! :D

I've seen many different kinds of men in life and I in actuality I think I've got a high chance of being someone I do not want to be, someone arrogant and who thinks highly of oneself. I've seen many characters like that in life and I detest them. I know it's wrong for me to detest them and I shouldn't. Ok but in all honesty I think there's a possibility that I might become like that but thank God! I trust that by His Grace I'll end up a better man. Honestly right now I'm still a boy, no denying that I would say that I'm really immature or not matured yet. Haha yea, but thank God for all He has done in my life. I know it's pretty much wrong to say this since we're under Grace but I'm a bad example of a Christian. My commitment level is low and I don't put in much effort in building my relationship either but thank God I'm under Grace and that all is well. No, I shouldn't be doing what I'm doing but in a way I guess that's what Grace is about. I'll be taking things in my stride and obviously by knowing more of the Truth more blessings will flow.

Today's sermon was powerful, here's something quite interesting. For non-believers, supernatural healing comes from the outside in but for us believers, healing comes from the inside out cause the spirit is inside us. Often healing doesn't come due to 'blockages', maybe cause some are under the lie of condemnation or something like that but the moment we're under Grace and we don't go by our efforts, wow man! The blessings start flowing, no more poverty, healing, favour, so much more! :) Thanks God for your Grace, I'd be going to hell if it wasn't for that.

I'm gonna updating this blog again but I guess secretly so if you decide to check it again, nice one. HAHA :)

Yea, just went out with Jerome and Alex. Those 2 are really 2 awesome friends, really don't know what I'd do without them. Wow, 1 year has zoomed by so so quickly. The past year so much has happened. Yea anyway, feeling quite weird now like I think I feel abit like bleh.

Thank God for all that I've been blessed with. Really I love God!! Woohoo! HAHA :P Continue updating more soon :)