feeling damnnnn lost now laa.

i hate myself i suck at everything!

went to watch harry potter today! late show!

i feel so colddd every night.

just for one day i wish i could disappear.. just one day.

...... today went to school.. lots of dumb things happened. during d&t after school matthews hand got splintered! and he was such a dumbooo haha! went to subway with alden and joel for dinner. hahahahaha.. do you laugh when you cry?

f.life

limiting my use of compputer so i can't blog everyday anymore. hhaha! feel like i am becoming more and more emo. i feel sad so easily nowadays. i wish i have no friends at all! the constant pressure that keeps hanging over me, that makes me feel so empty. f life.

woah! today was full of stuff. a mix of many many emotions! let's see, i was HAPPY:) SAD:( ANGRY!! REMORSEFULLLL REGRETFULL CONTENTEDD APPRECIATIVEE. i really really like christabel as A FRIEND, A GOOD ONE! and i thank God for her! :D ahh, quarrelled badly with my mom.. and though i aploagised i know the hurt i caused can't be gone just like that. i gotta redeem myself through my actions. so, i got 2 tickets for ndp preview... what shall i do with them! haah.. i don't know myself! my throat still hurts a little.. oral on monday!

ok.. so basically the last few days i was real sick. even gave chinese o level oral a miss. but thankfully i get to retake it on next monday! more time to prepare! :D ahh my throat hurts and i can't eat much!! went back to school today DESPITE MY SICKNESS TO DO D&T! AHAHHAHAHAHA

hhaha didn't blog yesterday as i was sick la.. super high fever!! so i shall blog about yesterday today. yesterday actually nothing much happened. didn't manage to go for amath tuition cause of fever. i really felt that i was going to die la! very scary.

lettt goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

some youth day this is.

ahh, i dislike this. i gotta do my amath work and all my answers are wrong. crap man.. i gotta finish it by tomorrow and this sucks so much more!! today studied quite alot. gonna do work again..

haha, woke up pretty early today despite yesterday's late night. supposed to have tuition in the morning but didn't go as i did not complete the homework. haha, no more slacking! ! did abit of d&t folio today and a math. at night went for dinner with my uncle and aunt to celebrate my mum's birthday! ate super alot. ahh my cousin's back from australia for a while. he's been studying there for quite a while already laa. gonna meet him soon. christabel's such a good friend!