500 bucks to get a guitar (:

so many things have changed since the day i stepped into fairfield. well, alot has been happening for the past few weeks, being misunderstood by friends and many others. it's time to start a new life. a life bearing the cross.

guess thats the price i pay for leaving u God. but now at least i got u..

just treat it that we never met before. its my my fault ok? happy?

sometimes..

sometimes..

sometimes..

u just wished u did'nt make that decision & u didnt have to regret so much. yea. did work the almost the whole day today except for 1 dota match. used sb. haha 20kills & 4 deaths. lol. yea den went out with my family. went to ginza to get a psp game. bought gta: liberty city stories($119) ex loh since its not sold in singapore so its ok & also a 1gb mem card. den went to holland v for dinner. ate swensense. lol, the ice cream is so yucks. had much better ones before!! RITE ALDEN? anw.. really feels bad la. i really really really wanna go back just that i'm too ashamed to face u all coz its like.. urgh nvm.. at least i got so much to look forward to i guess. like my cousin's birthday party, grandma's birthday party as well, a guitar. well.. & at least i got a caring mum. haha. hmm. got tuition tomorrow.. maths. haha. hope the teacher will be happy with my performance & the song duan le de xuan is nice. haha.

churchless.





























[L] for LOSER.

aren't parents unreasonable sometimes? yea i guess. all i wanted was to go to a decent place where i could study. free from distractions.. & what did i get? HELL from my mum.

well, long time since i last blogged, so yea.

hmm.. quite sad now la.. screwed up my 2.4 trial run. why did i have to have my breathing difficulties halfway man.. aiya.. pissed now la. still have so much unfinished tutor's work which is on saturday. what the crap lar.. so yea. had classes after that. got my geog test a few days ago 21/30 & physics test 24/30. guess studying pays off after all. broken guitar. blablabla. gonna buy 1 on fri OR sat! IF IF IF!! i finish my tutor's work. so yea. life's not been ok without a church. i seriously regret making that decision. dumbest in my life. but who cares. ai ya..........