today spiritual warfare was like so cool man. casting out demons and stuff like that. i thought scary at 1st la but in the end quite cool but i realized 1 thing. through this, do not focus on the demons but focus on GOD, the living God almighty. hehe. i pray that he will change me to be a better person & i know that will happen. and he will give me all the confidence i need as i go through each day. so yea. bye? off to do my art work before tomorrow punished again XD

hehe. my fav day of the week. SATURDAY coz got church. oh man. cell grp was sorta fun la but it could've been better yea. den later go service also nice mah. worship super refreshing. the message was also very helpful to me, how to regain confidence which i really need. low-self esteem sickness. went for a quick dinner den had to rush back for spiritual warfare. today's session quite short only 2hours. very nice. i must admit sww really helped me alot. i just wanna thank u PSK for signing me up and letting me learn God from a whole new angle.

school not so gd today. in fact i wasnt good at all.

3rd time & counting. tears, more tears and most tears. are these the darkest days of my life?

today school again but now chinese teacher nv come. so slack like crap. den later more crap things. more & more. how to die? if only got such a subject. den got maths rememdial stupid biased mr heng everytime come dao me. other ppl talk always pick me. dun like me juz say la no nd to abuse ur authority. some ppl are just like this. i really feel like dying. bye.

today woke up late... at 10.. super late. juz came back from spiritual warefare. the experience was very.. dunno how to put it. but FUN. SUPER FUN. really touched by God. really wanna change to a better person. got back my gift of tongues. i am like so happy. learnt much today. i really dun regret sacrificing that little STUDY time for this precious 6 hours like God. this 6 hours passed so fast. my heart was so light. it was really very fun. Cant wait for the next session. gotta go now.bye

hmm. today cell grp at my house cause couldnt book a room. quite fun. den went for service. wo0 worship really rocked. so nice loh. really felt God touching my heart. hmm. service today also quite interesting. i nv taked down so much notes. 2 FULL PAGES. sermon was about "The Way Up Is Down" and i learnt 3 things. Unity of purpose, huminity of posture, charity of passion. I must really change my attitude towards everything & kick all my bad habits as well. Haiz, hard but it will be done now, no sooner or later. after service went for dinner. had fish soups with rice. my heart was so heavy the whole while not coz of anything but something. after that went to 5th floor to wait for dre, tim, tai for cell grp to end. wanted to go magic box but for some strange reason we did'nt. so i went home. juz bathed & gonna sleep. Nitez

school school school till like umm... 12.45? so yea. waited for alden to finish chinese remedial before headin out to town. went to lucky plaza toilet 1st to change to our home clothes. could not decide where to eat after that. went to paragon but the food so ex and since we only had a total of $170?? we decided to eat somewhere else. went bout by the escalator then i was like predicting something about ppl meeting on escalators 2 of us going up, 2 of them going down. lol. went to jack's place for food since we saw a large sign "STUDENTS MEAL s$6.50" cheap so we went in. i had beef sphagetti, alden got a baked rice thingy. nice. student meal came with soft drink, soup+garlic bread, MAIN DISH, desert so was quite worthit. after that went to heeren and met some ppl like how i predicted earlier. meetin on escalators we were like talking then i saw SOME PEOPLE'S FACE, 2 of them to be precise, going down the escalator while we were going up. went to 77th street for a while walk walk. den later found ourselves at a cinema AGAIN LIKE LAST TIME LIKE DAT. den found ourselves at the counter askin how long the show was and bought the tickets to HERBIE FULLY LOADED. the car was like sosososo CUTE & so was LINSDAY. the show was quite nice la. den later walked around saw this DESTINY 1/100 model @ $45.95. cheap cheap so i got IT. YAY juz finished fixing it though after like 4-5 hours like that.
after that went home so yea. dats it. fun day. hope to go out with u again ALDEN aka ALDENIA!!(:

cant believe it loh. i cried again coz of her. 2nd time cried over her. sad sad.

cant believe i cried la. juz like that. so ez cry 1 meh? tears juz started flowing down like fountain. sad loh. :'(

hmm.. long time no post le mah i guess. lol. today sat. had elderly serving be4 church. met at toa payoh mrt. some smartie told me go to bukit merah interchange take 153 to the interchange. & oh usually the interchange will be the last stop. and next thing i found myself at upper serangoon road. rushed back in a cab. wasted 4.50 crap sia. then went to clean up elderly's house. & an old man came out in a towel wrapped around his waist. and it dropped. WTH man. i SAW IT. OMG. YUCKS MAN. luckily no girl around sia if not.... cant imagine. after that went home took a bathe and went for babysitting. lol fun crap man. saw her again in church but couldnt say a thing. speechless? den after service went for the YCfamily gathering. had worship and prayed for each other for exams. Fun. after that went around chasing tai li for pissing me off around red hill there. wth. the later ANDRE had to prank call some1 saying 'lincoln love u' if u idiots read this man. i cna take out a bible and tell it i DUN LIKE HER. ASSCLOWN. went home. and here now.

havent been postin for the past few days. actually have not been feeling very well the past few days. having regular headaches. pain sia. yesterady had a bbq. fun loh. hmm. today ah. supposed to go to school la but was feeling very sick so didnt go. i am like so tired now. tuition juz ended. had 2 tuition today somemore sia. total like 4 1/2 h of tuition time. gonna fall real sick soon i think.fever? haiz. gtg le bb.

haiz. i'll nv forget u despite wad u done. friends?

yesterday woke up @ 2oclock & all i saw was her face... omg. i like some1 in church. what the. can't believe. today hell embarassing la. went to BIBLE SCHOOL SCHOOL OF LEADERS LV1 class & got KICKED OUT ALONG WITH 2 other guys. OMG HELL EMBARASSING. haiz.. all out fault la. use hp & talk in class dun get kicked out i laugh la.. since we got kicked out & asked not to come back we went to dohby gaught for lan? lol. wanted to eat lunch 1st but skipped it. went for lan 1st and met ken later. played dota. fun sia today. won 2 loss 1. hehe. after lan which COSTED $9!! so EX. bought lunch after that at about 3+ i think. bought double cheese. lol. after that went home. nv stopped at red hill be4 but decided to try stopping there to walk home. just finished my generals game. haiz. gtg work le.

how did i like u? u are so hypocritical backstabbing here & there. & to me making use of ppl giving that so much false hope. i really wonder how i like u. but now i've seen ur true colours and i no longer like u.

hmm. today church & stuff.. had babysitting during service so had to meet service.. some1 really captured my eye today. haiz. anw babysitting was fun. i had to buy fish soup + rice. we played with the whiteboard drawing cats? fun too. den also feed them. hehe very cute the two young girls cuter than my bro at least. lol. den later got the YC family meeting thingy. funfunfun. was looking out for some1 the whole while man. crapcrapcrap. lol but fun la. $1 for a pack of nasilemak & a drink very cheap. next week got worship encounter cant wait. haha.

mhmm.. now on the phone with melmel. lol. hmm today ah.hell fun la. geog = day after tomorrow. nice show. mel was talking bout me farting causing the tsunami thingy.. she is totally mad esp for geog aka her fave period. lol. rite?? den recess had a quiet recess with jaz. later science went mad with aldenia. i wanna shock myself. lol. haiz.. den later el. supposed to practice but going crazy was nicer. both the song and going crazy. dunno y u all say i like her when i DONT simple as that. come on la she is nice & bla bla bla. but she's way too good for me la. so i WONT like her. in the end we still made it right GUYS?? & GALS. hmm den later got red cross. today attire is PE shirt. lol nice. could not take food drill cause got a way serious headache. waywayway painful. lol after that met jaz & joel running from him he was chasing me la. cause i sprayed deoudarant on his ass. CRAP HIM. after that went home & gonna die la.. sad sad sad dis days also dunno y. but have to stay normal on the outside. could just breakdown & cry a whole night. nitez.

wah piang eh.. 2day fun la. went to mac to have lunch with jaz & he shoed he ass only at 1.15 when was supposed to meet at 12.45. wtf. but i forgave him in the end.XD. after lunch went to queensway shoppin centre to get a BD gift for our dear ALDENIA. got him a slingbag. i hope he likes it. then wanted to go to commonwealth MRT but ended up at the wrong place cause took wrong bus. haha. so we walked to the mRT station loh.. stupid melmel say join us in the end nv. den went to bugis. walked around seiyu & parco traumatising kids at the toy section talking bout SEX. the next time we found ourselves at an ARCADE. saw my church friend there. haha so coincidental loh. lol then we went toilet & some idiot with a private number had to call & guess who was it. MELMEL. hehe went to arcade. jaz borrowed 10bucks. played like mad la. we played time crisis2,time crisis3 where i died an a small boy took over my place & played with jazmon. a young talent. also played ghost squad. wah piang eh. dat was super fun i pretended that every head was of u know who la.. LOL and thrashed jazmon in terms of score. but the rest of the games alll lost to him :( also played wad lethal enforcer 3 game la. jazmon thought it was a dancing game. i was like oH. dancing GAME HOR.. FUNFUN. in the end it was some shooting/racing game. not really racing with cars la but on feet see who reached the goal 1st loh. jazmon also win me LA. his rank = INSPECTOR THAM; me = PRIVATE. hmm. then later didnt want to waste anymore $$ so went to mac to buy drinks. treated jaz to lemon lime juice. see im so so so so so so kind. then went to the ADIDAS SHOP & got some deep ice deoudarant. smells nice. want to spray on some1's ass tomorrow. walked around & later went home la.. haiz.. go home ah then later chat with aldenia & mel all going crazy. hmm then had a super long talk with mel before conferencing the rest to discuss bout project. hmm.. FUTURE CELL LEADER XD NO WAY MAN.. hehe sleep le. NITEZ.

Happy teachers day to all ya teachers out there XD.

met jaz at bukit merah at about 7.30 for breakfast. went to mac. i was going all stupid playing with maple syrup. lol. later went to school and went to somewhere to rest la. so we were resting like dis >-|-oo-|-< den some idiots when to where we were with a cam. dunno whether they took pic of us nia. if they did den watch out. teacher's day concert. hell cramped. after the concert alden, sheng & i went to bugis. went to seoul garden to eat but had to wait for bout 1/2 hour. so walk around 1st mah & sheng had to so stupidly 'steal' something. he took a pencil case & since it was near the alarm thingy the thing beeped. hell embarassing. next he had to break a PRICE TAG. we were like WTF we dunno u lol hell dumb la. when the time came to go in, we went in & the smell of the food was heavenly(: so we ate hell lot esp sheng wei pouring like light sauce+garlic while BBQin food. the BBQer was steamin lol. den later walked around. alden got some presents for some ppl. sadly, sheng had to leave us and go home.. so alden & i were left. walked around bugis and saw some filming of a show going on. i decided to cut in. lol. den we decided to go tiong baruh plaza. went to tiong baruh the comic connection & some other cock places there so we saw the escalator to golden village & due to some unforseen circumstances (which i wont say) we decided to watch a movie. and of all movies it was MUST <3 DOGS. LOL. going mad during the whole show. the theatre was almost empty. so we talk damn loud & bout how we are suffering rite now. lol. den after the show walked around for a while. saw this extremely nice converse bag& got it. happy(: den later we went home. then go home loh. now gonna bathe.

seeya later peeps(: