Something about goodbye always makes me sad

Hey there, if you're Sam then great :) If not, great still!

Sammy.. I love you darling. I know things ain't gonna be the way we want them to be for awhile, no more skyping at least not till the weekends which I'm excited for :) and like just seeing much less of each other which isn't going to be pleasant. I'm gonna be missing you this


























much! (HAHA not like that can illustrate how much I miss you..) I love you Sam, and take care of yourself. Through this I know we'll end up growing stronger and I know for a fact that we'll make through this and in my heart, I know we've already made it through and it's only gonna be a matter of time till we have and I can't wait for that day! :) I know things won't be easy initially and it'll take some getting used to but you'll get and remember to pray and do your quiet time yea, it'll definitely be helping you. Sam, I love you and take care of yourself yea, God bless you baby! And you'll call me tonight! :D

When the going gets tough, look to Jesus :) I love you Sam!

Hallelujah! By Your grace, I am healed! Amen! :D

I've seen many different kinds of men in life and I in actuality I think I've got a high chance of being someone I do not want to be, someone arrogant and who thinks highly of oneself. I've seen many characters like that in life and I detest them. I know it's wrong for me to detest them and I shouldn't. Ok but in all honesty I think there's a possibility that I might become like that but thank God! I trust that by His Grace I'll end up a better man. Honestly right now I'm still a boy, no denying that I would say that I'm really immature or not matured yet. Haha yea, but thank God for all He has done in my life. I know it's pretty much wrong to say this since we're under Grace but I'm a bad example of a Christian. My commitment level is low and I don't put in much effort in building my relationship either but thank God I'm under Grace and that all is well. No, I shouldn't be doing what I'm doing but in a way I guess that's what Grace is about. I'll be taking things in my stride and obviously by knowing more of the Truth more blessings will flow.

Today's sermon was powerful, here's something quite interesting. For non-believers, supernatural healing comes from the outside in but for us believers, healing comes from the inside out cause the spirit is inside us. Often healing doesn't come due to 'blockages', maybe cause some are under the lie of condemnation or something like that but the moment we're under Grace and we don't go by our efforts, wow man! The blessings start flowing, no more poverty, healing, favour, so much more! :) Thanks God for your Grace, I'd be going to hell if it wasn't for that.

I'm gonna updating this blog again but I guess secretly so if you decide to check it again, nice one. HAHA :)

Yea, just went out with Jerome and Alex. Those 2 are really 2 awesome friends, really don't know what I'd do without them. Wow, 1 year has zoomed by so so quickly. The past year so much has happened. Yea anyway, feeling quite weird now like I think I feel abit like bleh.

Thank God for all that I've been blessed with. Really I love God!! Woohoo! HAHA :P Continue updating more soon :)

This is the new address to my blog!

http://somewhereapril.livejournal.com

Clockwatching

I think I'm gonna change my blog soon. Anyway, I read this book about the Holy Communion and it was a really enlightening experience for me. The thought that Jesus is all I ever need is seriously out of this world. I mean how can all my needs be satisfied through just one man. But seriously, when I've fully accepted the fact that in this life all I'll ever be needing is Jesus then I'll definitely be a much happier person (not that I'm not happy now). I know that when my life is Jesus centered and when I'm grace conscious I do not have to worry about anything else and everything will fall into place.

I have so much to thank God for, he's blessed me so much my whole life that most of the time I just take Him for granted and each blessing becomes something I expect, something normal. I need God.

Pancakes

Alright let's see. It's gonna be 1 week since I came back from Singapore but it definitely feels much shorter! I don't know, time seems to pass really fast. School is starting tomorrow, I sure wish holidays could've been longer.

Yes, procrastination something most of us are guilty off. You know how is it that there's something in your life that must be done but you still do nothing about it? Yea.. Anyway there's something in my life that I must really do but I'm still doing nothing about it. I was supposed to do this like about 3 years ago already!! Haha, alright I better do some homework now! Seeya